for you w.c

i miss the way youd smile
how your eyes shut
and your lips curled
and the dimple on one cheek
and the ones below your eyes
the way your eyes glow up
into a brown almost as bright as honey.
i miss the way youd smile
when nothing else in the world mattered
for the moments you were happy.
in the moment of now
rather than later.
i miss you.
and i hate who i made you
become.