The last goodbye

you couldnt look at me
but when you did i could see the pain
"you make me feel bad"
because i can see who you're becoming
"you remind me of my father"
it broke my heart to say it
but i see you
thinking you can just push your problems away
and drink the pain away
"i just like getting drunk with friends"
i remember the nights youd black out and vomit
like you did on my birthday.
i want to love you
but you dont love yourself.
i dont want to let go
but i know i have to.