restless nights

i havent slept well
not since i left your arms
i cant listen to those songs
all i think about is you.

us, once in a daze of
love, joy, and pure happiness
now sober in the reality of life.

i feel colder without you by my side.
my days feel duller,
my nights more alone.

its hard not to reach out
when youve told me to let go
how can i let go of a part of myself
the one i was when i was with you.