I Have Depression, Anxiety, and Self-mutilation IssuesScreaming... The monster yelled at her. Told her she was nothing. Reminded her of what she was. He told her she was sneaky. She had no choice but to listen. She heard nothing but his voice drilling into her ears. She doesn't...See More »
I Am ScaredLosing Concentration... She was a girl that hated the silence. She hated going to sleep with the sound of nothing in her ears. That's when the monster comes out to play, when it is silent. When there is no other noise to...See More »
I Am DepressedOut-Of-Focus... She was desperate. It was at the point where any little thing would make her anxious. Any little thing would make her cringe. The monster found its way into her shell and took all her emotions with it. All...See More »
I Have Ptsd, Depression and AnxietyLook In My Eyes... do they know? Do they know her pain? Can they tell how much pain she is in by looking in her eyes? Can they see her demons? Can they see how they mock her? Can they see her shaking? She is terrified. Her...See More »
I Am DepressedGlass... Have you ever gotten a piece of glass stuck in your skin? Felt the sharp blade pierce your skin and wiggle its way into your shell. Your shell that is supposed to protect you. The glass makes a nest into the soft spot...See More »
I Battle DepressionNightmares... Do you remember? Do you remember the world before darkness? Do you remember the world before nightmares? She doesn't. If anything, that's the only thing she can remember. She remembers hurt, she remembers pain....See More »
I Have the Urge to Self InjureI'M Sorry... I'm sorry for being so begative. I don't mean to be this way but it is the only way i can get my words out, even when i know no one is listening. I'm sorry for not being perfect. I'm sorry for not being good enough...See More »
I Am DepressedMirror... I have a mirror in my room that is big enough for me to see my entire face. But when i look into the mirror, it is not my face i see. I see someone that looks so broken and defeated. She loos like if you touch her,...See More »
I Battle DepressionDisappear... I wonder if they would notice is she just disappeared. If somehow she just melted into the floor and never came back up. Just became part of the wallpaper or the ceiling. Just melted into the carpet or the...See More »
I Battle DepressionAlone... There she is again. Sitting looking out the window just staring ahead searching for something. Anything. After a while, she walks back to her bed and lays down staring at the ceiling. Two minutes later, she gets up...See More »
I Have Depression, Anxiety, and Self-mutilation IssuesClean... If there is one thing in this world she can do to calm herself down when she is feeling like she is about to fall to the ground and die is to take the faucet in the tub and turn the water on as hot as it will go and...See More »
I Battle DepressionDistorted... Interesting how when we are in a dissociative state, everything looks different. The whole room doesn't look familiar anymore. It looks like a room you have never been in before. That's how she sees things at least...See More »
I Battle DepressionHeavy Heart... It sucks when your heart is as heavy as a brick. If it is one feeling i hate, then that is it. I hate that feeling more than anything in the world. It's like times slows down more than normal; like 10 times more...See More »
I Have Ptsd, Depression and AnxietyEmotional Pupil... Isn't it funny how we can tell how a person is feeling by looking into their eyes? It's like we can tell by the squinting and the widening of the eye. Or just the dilation of the pupil can say how we are...See More »
I Battle DepressionThe Shine... There is this thing i want nothing more in the world than to touch. It's something that is very important to me. Something that can keep me going, even for a minute. A light. Not a light bulb that lights up a room,...See More »