I Battle Depression

Nightmares... Do you remember? Do you remember the world before darkness? Do you remember the world before nightmares? She doesn't. If anything, that's the only thing she can remember. She remembers hurt, she remembers pain. All she wants is to be accepted. Loved. Like she means something. She wants to curl up in a ball and cry silently for hours, but at the same time, she wants to scream and cry, hoping someone will hear her. No matter how hard she cries, no one comes to her aid. She can feel her whole world darken and her heart beating against her cheast as if its trying to get out. Like it doesn't belong there. Like her frail little body was never meant to have a heart. She's trying to breathe but nothing will come. Her lungs are resisting anything that her body wants to breathe in. At this point she is having a panic attack.Her palms are sweaty, and her face is streaked with mascara that was claimed to have been waterproof. Shaking uncontrollably, she tries to change into her pajamas, and get into her bed to try to make a failed attempt to go back to sleep and relive the nightmares.