In HysteriaDo you ever get lost? Do you ever see shadows? Or something in your reflection you can’t quite understand? Do you have feelings? Are you numb? Or are you like me and you either feel everything or nothing at all? I used to say I would rather feel... See More »
An Intrusion...... Poll (3) See Poll OptionsI see the words but i don't read them. I feel the soft rubber against the underside of my index finger as I scroll down the page, but it isn't me... See More »
Echo....... [I Have Bipolar]Its weird. The emotions are on repeat. One minute she is going about her day and the next minute she is in a pool of tears. The kitchen floor is soaked in what seems to be a lake of sorrow. The girl examines her reflection in the quivering water.... See More »
Aversion..... [I Battle Depression and Anxiety]In his arms; it's the only place she feels safe right now. The only place she feels comfort. He told her that he heard a girl at work talking about her, and that she had nothing nice to say about the broken girl. "I am used to it" , she says. It's... See More »
Disrupted..... [I Battle Bipolar Disorder]Her life got disrupted. She spent a few years now doing the same thing, and doing it well; wake up, feed the cat, do a few tik tok videos, get ready for work, go to work and go home, only to do it again the next day....until one day without warning... See More »
Scattered.... [I Battle Depression and Anxiety]Everything is moving too fast. Her words are moving too quickly, her breath quickens, she's shaking. Her mentality is like a hurricane, moving so fast, she's crashing into everything. She feels like she's slowly losing her mind; like at any minute... See More »
Fractured..... [I Battle Ptsd]She goes into the kitchen to make her coffee. It's still there; but in a different spot this time period it's making itself a cup of coffee. It's making itself at home… inside your home. It's rummaging through your cups, leaving black stains in the s... See More »
I Battle Depression and AnxietyExposure. Something has happened. Something, according to her, that that "something" would risk freeing what she has spent years trying to shield. This is serious to her. You see, this girl has been burned so many times that something as simple as a... See More »
I Am Not PerfectTransparent. See the thing is, I'm better when I'm invisible; see through. I've always admired chameleons; they always seem to blend in, no matter what situation they are in; whether it be life threatening or something stupid like....just wanting to... See More »
I Am a Deep ThinkerDeviation.You ever wanna know what spinning out of control feels like? Well it's exactly how it sounds. You start turning in the same direction over and over again, faster and faster, and before you know it, you can't stop. You've turned into a... See More »
I Battle Depressioni feel like i am stuck in a fog....like when your all jittery but you dont want to get out of bed.....when just the thought of taking a shower is like climbing a mountain. You dont want to get out of bed because whats the point? All you do is sleep... See More »
I Battle DepressionThe fog got thicker. She is slowly disappearing into the musty clouds. It wraps around her legs and grips tightly onto her body, as to consume her soul into it. She is cold now, she gets that way when she is frightened. Her whole existence is... See More »
I Battle DepressionHave you ever been in a fog? A fog so thick it seems like you can never see the end? Have you ever been hurt? So hurt that you become consumed in it, and its all you ever know? Have you ever been scared? So scared that even taking one step feels like... See More »
I Battle Depressioncrumbling. I don't belong here. I'm just ignored; tossed around like a rag doll. nobody hears me. I speak as loud as I can, tears streaming from my face in desperation, but nobody's listening. I hurt; I cry; I am crumbling. disappearing into... See More »
I Battle DepressionDead air. Silence sweeps through her body like stealth. Creeping closer with every second that goes by. She is calm right now, but who knows how long that will last. If it is quiet enough, her mind starts to wander. Her thoughts disappear into the... See More »
I Battle DepressionI feel like an animal. not human. something is tearing at my bones and ripping at my soul all the time. I can't sit still. ever. it's clawing at my skin. begging to be released. pain. deep inside my core. it's draining every bit of energy I ever had... See More »
I Am BipolarI lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. Everyone's voices sound so far away. My eyelids are heavy and I am curled in a ball. I can't move. I have go be still. If I am still nothing bad can happen. If I move the trail of fog and hatred will follow me... See More »
I Battle DepressionI lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. Everyone's voices sound so far away. My eyelids are heavy and I am curled in a ball. I can't move. I have go be still. If I am still nothing bad can happen. If I move the trail of fog and hatred will follow me... See More »
I Battle DepressionBlended. Thoughts race. You can't think about the current thought without jumping to the next one. Your head spins. Your legs bounce up and down as you try to think of what to do next because you can't sit still, you tried. Everything and I mean... See More »
I Am Bipolarwhat is everyone's mixed episodes like? mine are absolutely horrible. I get extremely agitated and I don't wanna be touched at all by anything or anyone or else I go insane. sometimes if its bad enough self harm plays a role. I see things that need... See More »
I Battle DepressionI have a question for those of you who have depression along with bipolar disorder. what do your mixed episodes feel like? mine feel like extreme agitation and I can't be touched or else I go crazy. I hate everything. every little noise bothers me. I... See More »
I Am Bipolar and Clinically DepressedI get mixed episodes a lot and my doctor told me that I have mixed bipolar and I was wondering what do your mixed episodes feel like? mine feel like extreme agitation like I can't be touched or I will go insane and like there is something under my... See More »
has anyone ever felt like they didn't have bipolar?Like have u ever asked urself is it bipolar or is it just my personality? like do I really have it?
if your on medication can you still have bipolar episodes?I still get hypo manic and depressed even though I'm on topamax zoloft and abilify (to help me sleep). is that possible?
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