More pointless nonsenseI generally feel pretty disconnected from other people, like they are a completely different species from me. I try to remain interested in others but it doesn't generally seem reciprocated so I end up stopping. Maybe they don't care, or maybe I'm... See More »
You have to know yourself. You have to understand people don't like you. You have to understand none of it matters. (1)
I've been thinking about suicide latelyI'm not going to do it, it's more thinking through all the outcomes. Would people be better off without me? Would most people even notice beyond the initial period? It obviously would go on without me, alive or not, as it does now. Does it even... See More »
Truama responcesMy first reaction to being bossed about is anger and then flight. It doesn't matter the subject, or whether there is truth in it, I run away from scolding and lectures. That might be childish, but I have had a traumatic upbringing, and it is always... See More »
