Not sure what I am doing back here againI was doing so well for a period and then January 2024 hit me like a freight train and the rest of the year just blew up. I've been trying to recover since then. Now I am wondering if I'll ever get back to that healthier happier me I was just finally... See More »
The Insitance on Perfection by the ImperfectOne of the great pressures we put on each other is to believe in some kind of perfection and it's an unnecessary pressure. Accepting that moral, physical or practical perfection is impossible will free us from a lot of self-doubt and metaphorical... See More »
Hates and ahtes and more hatesSometimes i look at myself and wonder why i look so ugly and imperfect from everyone else. I hate it when people look at me and just feel pity for me. I don't like pity, its disgusting. Im disgusting. The reason they are so nice to me because they... See More »
Thoughts, ramblings, struggles, same ol’ same ol’Heartbroken and angry lately. Never mind the details because they don’t actually matter. I’m reflecting on Ephesians 6:12. These people who’ve hurt me and screw me over aren’t my enemies even if it really feels like it lately. “For our struggle is... See More »