I Am Not Perfect PINNEDI often forget that I am not perfect. Sometimes I try so hard to make things right that I end up screwing up even more. Sometime apathy sets in and I lose the drive to get things right. I mess up, a lot. I find myself in situations that I have been... See More »
I Write Poetry PINNEDIs There No Way Out Once again my failures have taken hold I no longer see the happiness that once was It escapes my grasp Like smoke blown in the wind I fall into the darkness of my mind All light is swallowed by the abyss I am not who once... See More »
I Write Poetry PINNEDFallen Where did I go wrong I should have seen this coming Here I am again Trapped inside of my own nightmare Did I deserve this? Am I not worthy of happiness? The questions plague my mind As I fall deeper into the abyss My dreams have been... See More »
I Write Poetry PINNEDTrapped Inside Trapped within the memories of the past My best dreams have become my worst nightmares Contemplating the end, as if it’s my only option I don’t think I can move on The pain bears down on my soul Like a weight designed to hold me... See More »
I Write Poetry PINNEDBroken Down How could you leave me like this Broken down, alone and forgotten Your cold shoulder chills me to the bone My love for leaks from my broken heart My lifeline fades away I sink deeper in the despair Left behind by your trail of anger I... See More »
I Love These LyricsThere's been an accident Don't leave me hanging on. I need to find out how it all went wrong. Won't leave it up to chance. I don't want another dance. So what do I do? What do I say when I'm cut open? ~Life on Repeat - Cut Open
I Love These LyricsSometimes we carry ourselves only as dead weight Sometimes it takes your whole world falling apart To really know what you stand for What do you stand for Life falls apart but did you ever see where every piece could land Maybe pieces of you were... See More »
I Am LonelyIt's tough spending so much time alone. I am an introvert so naturally I need some alone time to revitalize my emotional energy. However it's nice to be able to do things with others and not feel like your always left out. I spend a lot of time going... See More »
I Write PoetryFalling into Madness I was a fool to think you ever cared Empty promises and sweet nothings That is all that was ever said I hate that I believed The hope that was gave Snatched away as easy as it came Now I’m left with nothing But a soul in... See More »
I Love These LyricsIt’s kind of sad cause what we had Well it could have been something I guess it wasn't meant to be So how dare you try and steal my flame Just cause yours faded Well hate is gasoline A fire fueling all my dreams (I’m afraid you asked for this) You... See More »
I'm An Open Book If You Care To Read MeI want people to learn from the things I go through. I spent too much time in my late teens/early 20's trying to live a life that other people wanted me to live. I lived for others expectations and not my own. I'm open to others and I want others to... See More »
I Still Don't Understand Some PeopleSometime I wonder why people offer to help. I feel like people pretend to help only to gain some sort of leverage on you. This one particular situation with my dad (who I have helped and assisted unconditionally in the past) he says that he wants to... See More »
I Love These LyricsAn Amazing Song!!! I've forgotten how to feel These nights, they chill me Light the way to something real And save me from myself You chase the cold from me With you I'm learning to see I just need you to know I tried to find a way To bury all the... See More »
I Love These LyricsI remember the day, between the past and the pain We were never afraid of places unknown There was nothing to fear, there was faith in the air We will never be scared of letting go What happened to the world I used to know? ~We Came as Romans - The... See More »
I Love These LyricsCut up into pieces Looking for a reason Who's gonna be there to make me whole? I can't stop the bleeding Looking for a meaning Throw me a line and bring me back home Won't you say something? Say something? I can't do this alone Cut up into pieces... See More »
I Love These LyricsI built these walls to keep the outside world from me And I’ll fight to stay in the hell of my own mind It’s safer on the inside Underneath where you can’t ever get to me And I’ll fight to stay in the hell of my own mind It’s safer on the inside... See More »
I Love These LyricsThis is the end of what we used to know I’m breathing just fine, but am I alive? I'm living safe as a lonesome soul But I’m dying to feel so much less alone I’m reaching out but I’m feeling nothing ~The Color Morale-Lonesome Soul
I Love AnimeLast night an anime and manga fan club that I just joined through my local library had a movie night and we watched My Neighbor Totoro. It was one of the most amazing films I have seen. I loved the characters the soundtrack was beautiful and the... See More »
I Write PoetryLost In My Despair The chains of my despair Hinder my own progression Thoughts of you flood my mind Seas of rage flood my heart Will I ever be whole again? My heart aches from the loneliness I choke on the stagnant air of sadness My thirst for... See More »
I Want To Share A Thought Of The DayDon't doubt yourself. Other people will do that for you. Prove them wrong instead.
I Write PoetryForgotten Soul I was so afraid of losing Fear drowns out my being My soul seeps into the abyss Lost inside a well of despair Can anyone hear me? Does anyone even care? My lungs fight for their last breath I cling to the nothingness inside I see... See More »
I Love These LyricsToo Close Too Touch- Sympathy Take a step inside my mind. As my eyes are open wide. In my sleep I turn and toss. To rebuild the heart I lost. You can tell me what you want. Fooled me once and love was lost. Paper thin your words they haunt my... See More »
I Like People Who Are Open MindedI want to learn as much as I can about people. We all have a story that is worth hearing and no judgement should be cast on those who are willing to share. We can learn something from everyone, even if it's what we should not do. Regardless it is... See More »
I Have BipolarI have Bipolar disorder, Anxiety, and ADHD and it is a daily struggle. The manic episodes make me feel invincible and I am very impulsive. My thoughts race and I make terrible choices. When you combine that with the symptoms related to Anxiety and... See More »
