The Broken ViolinIt's not like death, because there's no dread of it. It's not like sleep, because there's no continuity on the other side. It's like being a musician who plays an improvised set every night. But doesn't remember the previous show. The music is... See More »
Feeling Frustrated with MyselfI’m not looking for sympathy, I just need to shout into the void. I hate being bipolar. I hate that my mood is so erratic and intense that the only thing I can do is hide it or bottle it up around people because I don’t want them to think I’m crazy... See More »
Department of Justice Releases File that implicates Donald Trump with Jeffrey Epstein’s Sex Trafficking Ring URL below https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%2010/EFTA01660679.pdf (+2)
I wrote a poemTake Me Back The curse of having a quiet heart. No words, none to give. It’s silence; a muted scream. A pain I can’t forgive. Begging to gallop across the fields of life. The sting of a pointed shiv. What a curse it is. To watch life,... See More »
The Rise of American Political Violence: We Are Forgetting What World War 2 Taught Us(Quote) As the generation that survived the horrors of World War 2 dies off, I cannot help but feel like history is repeating itself. Before the founding of the United Nations long term peace in Europe was a laughable myth. England, France and... See More »
Going to Vegas TomorrowMy Mom was going to go by herself but last minute she asked me if I wanted to come with her. So she bought me a last minute ticket. I always enjoyed Vegas. I like playing Blackjack and Texas Hold Em Poker. It’s a nice brief escape from the monotony... See More »
My French nicknameI found a French friend on Reddit and he nicknamed me “Ma reine de chaos”. Which translates to “My Queen of Chaos” I absolutely love it.
Feeling LonelyJust overthinking and over analyzing like I always do. I’m trying to write a story and my brain ruins it by thinking about too much, too fast.
How evil is my Skyrim character?Very evil. A companion told me he wanted his independence. So I imprisoned his soul inside a necklace. How’s that for in de pendant, you little shit.
Most People are AwfulTraditional ideas within society and the media like to trick us into believing that other people care about you, when they don’t. It’s very rare to have true genuine long lasting relationships with other people. Most people don’t care about you and... See More »
Writing Advice I’ve Learned Over the YearsMy personal “Writing Tips” that I’ve learned over the years. Tip #1 A good plot twist is not an unexpected one. Actually it’s extremely easy to deceive the audience. What makes a good plot twist is one that is unexpected AND simultaneously adds... See More »
Arcane: Why Silco was a good fatherI personally believe that Silco was a good father. That being said, Silco is a sociopath and his love for Jinx was a twisted form of parental love. But I think he did the best he could possibly do and If he could do better, he would. But like... See More » (1)
How I Lost 18 PoundsI’ve lost 18 pounds recently. And I did it by using a calorie calculator to determine how many calories someone my gender and height needed each day. Once I figured that out, I prioritized foods that were specifically high in protein, low in carbs a... See More »
Bladerunner 2049 is one of my favorite filmsRodger Deakins knocked it out of the park with his cinematography and lighting. It’s one of the most well shot and composed films ever made. When I think of some of the best visual storytellers in the world, Sergio Leone and Rodger Deakins both... See More » (+1)
What keeps you going when life gets hard?I’ve been having a hard time lately. Dealing with loneliness and depression this winter season. I’m curious, what keeps you going? How do you pick yourself back up?
Reading a good book by the fireplaceNothing is more peaceful to me. The sound of a fireplace cracking. Music in the distance. Your imagination coming to life: It feels like home.
Learning to feel joy without guiltI went out with a group of friends the other night. We had dinner together and laughed a lot. I could obsess and overthink about all the things I said or did. But I deserve to feel joy without feeling guilty about it. I am more than my flaws. I... See More »
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