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Baybreeze

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I Marvel At The Mysterious Nature Of Life

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Tonight I was outside quite late and happened to glance up into the sky. It was so dark, scattered with tiny little sparkling specks and stars, and one VERY bright one popped right out. I assume it was the North Star, as it was large, extremely... See More »

Dear Spirit Universe or God

Please help my dad breathe better tonight. He's so utterly congested in hospice and his body being ravaged by a MEAN. shithead called cancer. Please help him feel comfort and to live possibly a couple more days. Please give him calm ness tonight.... See More »

Ever face something so horrible you can't accept it?

My dad is dying from aggressive cancer. They wouldn't do chemo because he is already compromised being bed bound before his diagnosis, having a blood clot last year and being a stroke victim. They said chemo will kill someone with aggressive cancer... See More »

Simply heart wrenching

Tonight was the worst night I've seen my dad in hospice. It's been nine days today, and I still can't fathom all of this happening 🙁 He was only diagnosed nearly one month ago with aggressive Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He typically has been able to... See More »

Wrapping my mind around my dad passing soon

I realize it's another post on my dad but it's been a stressful few weeks to say the least. Just three weeks ago in the hospital for what we thought was dehydration possibly, he was diagnosed with the aggressive type of Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma. They... See More »

How do you stop feeling guilt?

When my dad was in a nursing home the past two years, I started visiting twice a week, but went down to once a week. He was often irate and it was difficult..but mostly our visits were good. My sister said she'd only do once a week because of how he... See More »

How did you cope with the death of a close family member?

Whether a parent, siblings, cousin or grandparents. Were you very nervous upon hearing this news they passed? Were you able to do most normal day to day things? I hope I can feel somewhat stable after my dad passes, he's in hospice now and I'm so... See More »

I'm so anxious waiting to hear a call of my dad passing

He's in hospice, and has been in one week as of today. But he's dehydrated for sure, barely taking a few sips of water a day. Although he's been having two Jellos a day which is nice. It's very small for a normal person but I read peoples digestion... See More »

Would you say something?

My dad is getting worse in hospice..just two days ago he was sitting up for a few minutes in the morning and talking normally. It was really awesome. He occasionally slurs and is very weak from aggressive cancer.. But today I can't even wake him,... See More »

So many here DO have kind hearts...Thank you

Thank you truly to all of you who have shown me compassion and support in these days of my dad entering hospice. It means SO much. I've been sad, mad and scared, daily. He's only 72 and while that is a long life it makes me sad because he may have... See More »

If you've ever felt utterly helpless and scared...

How did you accept it or heal it? Watching my dad in hospice as of a week tomorrow, it's been PAINSTAKING. He has aggressive cancer that could not be treated with chemotherapy. Being a stroke victim too and MS made him in a high percentage of dying... See More »

Guilt as my dad is deathly ill

I've visited my dad once a week for the last year in his. Nursing home. The year prior to it I visited twice a week. Sometimes he'd act irate and rude over little things but mostly it was a good visit. My sister said why not go once a week after he... See More »

If you sat by someone's hospice bedside....

Did you talk about an afterlife, Heaven or where they're going? I have not brought it up even though my dad is religious. Anytime we have brought up the cancer that's afflicting him he's gotten irritated. But, I want to say somehow to him while... See More »

Hope dad doesn't pass yet

I wanted to say, even though I'm not religious, "don't be frightened" to him today, but never got the chance. We talked of a few other light things, but he could only stay awake a couple minutes out of a five hour period. (Aggressive cancer) I don't... See More »

Talk about the end or no

I'm visiting with my dad, he's so weak from cancer, he can barely talk every couple hours. I have not been talking about Heaven or him leaving earth in any way. I know he's sad and nervous of how aggressive this cancer is. Should I say You'll always... See More »

Celebrating birthday 44 tomorrow

My birthday is not actually on 2/4 but it's in February, and with my dad in hospice, not knowing when he could pass, I'm going to celebrate my birthday tomorrow. I'll just be too sad most likely on my real birthday. I think I'll treat myself to... See More »

Nothing matters

Since my dad entered hospice a few days ago, everything has been mundane to me and sad. I didn't watch any of The Grammys the other night, and that's a first. I thought how trivial it was when I saw pics the following day online of fashion there.... See More »

Trying to get used to my dad passing

He's in hospice. This is just so sudden. Over two weeks ago he was diagnosed with aggressive Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma, and chemo would kill him, given his comorbidities. So they 've give n him a few weeks. It's utterly mind boggling. But it'll be... See More »

SW ..Thank you Truly

I've received so much kindness, tips, care, and support during this sad time ...my dad in hospice with aggressive cancer. It's literally heart wrenching to see him decline in just a couple weeks since diagnosis. We used to watch TV together at his... See More »

The best dream ever

Before I get to the dream, a little real life bit: used to see this guy at a karaoke bar I went to. He was really attractive and he was the bouncer there for a bit too. About six years ago I saw him again and because a guy was kinda getting weird... See More »

Preparing for the call

I'll be visiting my dad in hospice again tomorrow, but any day we could get a call he passed 🙁 I can sit here and I've been venting often about my sadness of this mean awful disease (cancer). And I'm ok, for the most part. But Very sad, helpless. Wh... See More »

What did you say to an ailing family member in hospice?

I tried today to think of the right things to say to my dad .he's been in hospice two days and is already declining. He spoke to me, but barely. Kept falling back to sleep..the cancer is aggressive. It was painstaking but I wanted to visit and be... See More »

Should I still keep this appointment?

My dad was diagnosed just two weeks ago with aggressive Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma. It's fast growing and if you are compromised, the doctor does not want to do chemo Bec it is often fatal..even low dose. But he had told us two weeks ago maybe another... See More »

Heartbreaking

I'm visiting my dad and he hasn't had any food or drink all day. I tried to give water , he took two sips and yelled I want to rest! He's in hospice with aggressive Lymphoma cancer. This is awful. He looked at me for ten seconds and said oh it's cold... See More »

Struggling because I'm agnostic

My dad is in hospice and it's not far away now that he will probably pass😕 It's heart wrenching seeing him miserable, and now it's affecting his mind and cognitive abilities. Yet I hope for any amount of time for him to last a bit more But I'm... See More »

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