No Label Relationship: Did we end up?I met this wonderful woman online with no intentions. I was in a 6 years relationship and if you read my post previously, I was messed up from that . It was a very toxic relationship and I don't want to be involved in anything or anyone. Through on... See More »
The AcceptanceI am at the stage where I think you deserve someone better. All the things happened between was so beautiful even in a short period of time and I had a great lesson. It taught me how to see my worth and what I'm capable of in loving a person. I... See More »
To my Ex for 6 YearsYan Panda, I hope you find this post one day. I don't even know how to start... I'm sorry..I know it's not enough and posting it here instead of saying this to you directly won't make any better. I think I still don't have the courage yet. I was... See More »
More than a YearI just opened this account after a year. I've read my post before and it was all about you. I've forgotten I wrote those posts here and here I am again, getting back to where I am and it's about you again. We never had the closure we need. And I... See More »
Missing youYes, I miss you everyday I miss your good mornings I miss your good nights I miss your I love yous I miss talking to you That's why even we don't talk anymore I still say "good morning babe" when I wake up I still say "good night, I love you babe"... See More »
This Pain is Killing MeI've been asking myself if "Am I the problem?". You see, I just love someone but they tend to leave or hurt me. Yes there are reasons but why give up on me if all I ever want is to love them. Am I not enough that I deserve this? This pain goes... See More »
Feeling Empty and SadnessHere I am, just thinking what should I do. Having this sadness makes me feel empty. I wish I could take off my heart, squeeze it just to make it numb or feel nothing at all. This life I chose makes me wonder if I did the right thing. I have reasons... See More »
Why I writeWhy I write It helps me express my feelings Happiness, sadness and even when I'm scared The thought of you not being mine Keeps me scared Keeps me into a place full of questions What if you're not sure about me What if you find someone better What... See More »
The Love I could GiveI love so hard that I'd die for you or catch a bullet for you. Having this strong emotion to someone is so special that you will not just feel to anyone. I personally would lay all of my cards and let you take it all. My love is the greatest gift I... See More »
No Labels: Does it matter?I've been talking to this incredible girl. She is just great and I would say I found the one. We talk everyday, we obviously like each other, we say I love you's and we normally do things like couples do. The only difference is that we're not in a... See More »
Random Thoughts: Life and LoveI find myself lost as of the moment coz I am starting a new life. It is tough standing up again from where I came but life should go on. Then I ask, love...Funny that I still have the time to think about it.. I know I can't commit yet. I want to be... See More »
Lost and UnwellI recently resigned from my job. The pay, benefits and opportunities were good. I felt like I have to do it and it was right. But was I? I am emotionally, mentally and physically drain. I used to live near from my work but I moved somewhere far... See More »
Me Being an A*#holeI was in a deep sleep and I heard a question. "Who's your love?" And I answered in my dreams my ex name. Guess what happened next.. Someone slapped me! My partner asked me that question and I answered loud and clear. Yep..pretty dumb!... See More »
I'm looking for someoneI just want to connect with someone. Maybe same as my age or a little bit older than me and someone who will be there for me as I'd do the same. This post is weird but I'd like to give it a try. So if you are the one I'm looking? Message me.
Hold my HandIt's funny that I'm already old but I'd like someone to hold my hand until I fall asleep. This weird thing about me started when I was a kid. I always get nightmares and my mom would lay beside me and hold my hand until I fall asleep. Now that I'm... See More »
The One that Got Away*Update: I realized that if the person shows no interest anymore and no effort at all, then let them go. I had these dreams about this girl and whenever I dream about her, I feel completely sooo happy. And I wanted that. This is crazy but I met... See More »
What's the stupidiest or dumbest thing you ever did for love?I'm kinda proud and regret it at the same time. I was being immature and love drove me from doing it. I had this ex who I thought to be the one. I flew over from where she was and even bought a boquet to surprise her. I only had her picture of he... See More »
Moving on too fast?How would you know if you've moved on? I guess it's when you don't think that person anymore when you wake up or think about them randomly. Or... Maybe that's the effect if you had a toxic relationship... It could be a lot of reason... For... See More »
Mixed Emotions?I was in a 7 years relationship. I just got tired and I had to let go because things are not working anymore. Am I happy? Yes, coz I think I never felt this freedom in a long time. Am I sad? Yes, because I miss my partner and I'm worried. Mixed... See More »
. It was a very toxic relationship and I don't want to be involved in anything or anyone. Through on... 
. Guess what happened next.. Someone slapped me! 
I had these dreams about this girl and whenever I dream about her, I feel completely sooo happy. And I wanted that. This is crazy but I met... 
I was being immature and love drove me from doing it. I had this ex who I thought to be the one. I flew over from where she was and even bought a boquet to surprise her. I only had her picture of he... 