Hold my Hand

It's funny that I'm already old but I'd like someone to hold my hand until I fall asleep.

This weird thing about me started when I was a kid. I always get nightmares and my mom would lay beside me and hold my hand until I fall asleep.

Now that I'm old and living alone, I hold my hands together or I'd put my hand under my butt as I lay on it just to put a pressure on like someone still is holding me.

Weird but it helps me fall asleep and makes me feel safe. ^_^