Feeling Empty and Sadness
Here I am, just thinking what should I do. Having this sadness makes me feel empty. I wish I could take off my heart, squeeze it just to make it numb or feel nothing at all.
This life I chose makes me wonder if I did the right thing. I have reasons but those reasons I have is so foggy that I don't even know if it's worth it.
I took a job away from my family, trying to live independent and hoping to move forward with the relationship I have.
Honestly, I'm starting to ask myself if the person I've been wanting to have a life with is worth for everything I've been doing. Why? I don't see that we are on the same page. Me wanting to have a better life for our future while I'm not pretty sure what's on hers.
This life I chose makes me wonder if I did the right thing. I have reasons but those reasons I have is so foggy that I don't even know if it's worth it.
I took a job away from my family, trying to live independent and hoping to move forward with the relationship I have.
Honestly, I'm starting to ask myself if the person I've been wanting to have a life with is worth for everything I've been doing. Why? I don't see that we are on the same page. Me wanting to have a better life for our future while I'm not pretty sure what's on hers.
