More than a Year

I just opened this account after a year. I've read my post before and it was all about you.

I've forgotten I wrote those posts here and here I am again, getting back to where I am and it's about you again.

We never had the closure we need. And I might just need it now.

Why now? Because it's been more than a year and still I am not over you. Having that closure maybe would help me.

You see, I've been trying..so hard...I did everything but I never stop thinking about you.

I have so many things to say. I even wanted to call you. Question is, if I hear your voice again will it make my heart tear and break me again?

This..I just don't know what to do. 😭