I feel so embarrassed. Im trying to open up to the man im talking to about what hurts me. And im crying over him playing a game without meThat was supposed to be our game. And hes playing it with someone else. And its breaking my heart. And I hate even saying it because it's so childish
Why do men seem to start acting right and doing better around the time you start to feel differently about them? Lol
Just realized I sent my daddy dom three good morning messages lmao, do you think he'll mind? Or find it weird? Lol
What hurts is that I love who I am - a wonderful, loyal, supportive, and caring woman -but every time I love someone, they let me go because they can't be "him" or I deserve better.
If i just suddenly stop messaging him. Is it true itll make him miss me? I really hate that doing that type of thing
Just had a nightmareI was just at the part I died, my lover no longer knew I ever existed. The night restarted moments after I was dragged away to die. Now here I was Grey cold, glossy eyes, faceless from my nose to my mouth, wearing a mask, a Christmas hat, a Christmas... See More »
Loving a man whos broken, and loves me back but doesnt want me to get hurt because he likes others. And isnt looking to date, got into a real pickle.He admits it, hes broken, hes gonna end up hurting me due to his nature of caring for everyone. I wish i knew how to help him but he has to help himself
Waiting on a call that could potentially be the end of my relationship. How can i not be overwhelmed, sick to the stomach, and depressed :(
Cant wait to most likely get my heart shattered in the morning. Bitches out here recorded me while i drank with friends and sent him the video.No cheating or flirting with others is involved i know that much.
So Wednesday night i was on the game drinking with the man i love, and the other guy.Well i told him friday i seen the other guy do something to him when he fell asleep. And i told the complete truth. But they deny it, like full on deny it. And now im terrified i look like a liar. I cant stop worrying. I know it's something that... See More »
Hes been feeling sick, now i wake up to find out hes up all night drinking with that guy he likes. Im pissed. He needs rest..Am i wrong for being upset? He literally told me hes getting sick. And yet here he is drinking all night, and i feel this guy is enabling him but idk. I only ever see this guy around him while he drinks... and im sad and mad and worried (he loves me... See More »
They care deeply for me but they aren't ready for a commitment. I ended up writing this. Only shared it hereI think I'm falling for you, you're always on my mind, I wish you loved me, wanted me, craved me. I shiver at the hush tones of your delicate confessions, melt with each kiss delicately placed upon my lips, I feel my body crave your touch, longing to... See More »
Im nervous, im not sure what way this is gonna end.Yesterday the man ive been talking to messaged and said "i miss you" he then messaged and said "l want to talk about us". Well lastnight he didnt message goodnight, and today he said good morning but hes not been using the nicknames he always calls... See More »
I hate feeling insecure. But hes been messaging very little recently, last night he didnt even say goodnight & he didnt message me this morning.Update he has messaged me. But I still feel like he's more interested in someone else that idk about lol. (Damn ptsd and yes I'm actually diagnosed with it)
My love language is touch, gifting, uplifting, and being caring and always checking in on you and reminding you how great you are