Just had a nightmare

I was just at the part I died, my lover no longer knew I ever existed. The night restarted moments after I was dragged away to die. Now here I was Grey cold, glossy eyes, faceless from my nose to my mouth, wearing a mask, a Christmas hat, a Christmas sweater and jeans. I just caught up to them and made them recognize that they must know me from the facts I knew of them. They turned around and spoke to me, I wouldn't look at them, but explained to them that they need to be careful, I explained how I knew them, told them I loved them with a tear falling from my eye, he reached around me caringly and the moment my tear hit his hand he remembered my existence and death that would have happened later that same night. Except I don't exist now, and I turned around. Mask fell off, and staring at him was my dying soul sold Grey with glossy eyes missing parts of my face. It was cold and snowing. I vanished outta existence after that saying to be careful for idk what other monster there will be this time for idk what the previous one is going to do to me.