What hurts is that I love who I am - a wonderful, loyal, supportive, and caring woman -

I am the exact same way and sadly end up with the same results.

Since February I have been trying to wrap my head around what is wrong with me and what do I need to change because I have it in my head I am broken 😞

You just keep loving who you are and a day will come when the right man is smart enough to stick around because he recognizes what a jewel he has in you.

Where do you meet these fellows? Most guys I know would act nothing like this.

Hope you find your happy medium somewhere. You are smart, talented, etc. Some guy would be lucky to be with you :)

I say a lot of the time men just trip over themselves and self sabotage, and the more I lend my ear to women the more I realize that women sometimes get in their own way too but- men are so much worse.

anyway. I mean...

I know especially with the sins of my past that I try to make amends for i'm not necessarily every womans cup of tea but I mean imagine her giving you a chance and upon feelling like you'd punched above your weight deciding to leave.

I mean if I got picked... and I started to feel that way about my own I'd just count my blessings.

aside, I mean, I yield to her judgement. If she thinks i'm worthy that's all that really counts or matters.

I'm not enough of a fool- to walk. aside, sounds like this move hurt your feelings.

... alas. this wouldn't be a me move. God. man I'm still figuring a lot of shit out as I go. I still wouldn't be like ahh I'm still working on getting my house in order because at the end of the day

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it's true, I don't. don't see the point in waiting until I have all the answers. I'll keep working at it though.

There doesn't need to be a "him" it sounds like. Just needs to be someone who loves and cherishes you, and who will please you how you need pleasured, and gives you what you need out of life and romance.

PSA guys: Don't try finding love on LinkedIn 🤔 it is NOT a dating app 🙁 TIL