I feel so embarrassed. Im trying to open up to the man im talking to about what hurts me. And im crying over him playing a game without me

@DarkXtecy im trying to open up about whats hurting me, whats hunting me is the game, but im crying cause im so traumatized and telling him im sad over a game feels childish

@MysteryGirl honestly I don't know if this will relate or not, but as a guy myself, if I had bought a game (lets say COD) to specifically play with another "friend" be it male or female, and they start making teams with other besids me, then I would tell them straight up, like "bro, I thought we was spouses to be the team here, that's what we had discussed earlier...what gives?"....you know something along that line.
If the individual is someone you trust and feel comfortable as yourself around them, then just tell them how you feels about certain things....especially if its at the level you say...that you are traumatised.

@Jackaloftheazuresand i dont make him wait. And i make time

@MysteryGirl Perhaps he is in the wrong, so how long had it been that you two had not played together?

@Dignaga videogame, he wanted us to find a game to play together. And it took me so many hours, and days, etc. Before i found one that caught my eye and his. Idk. I feel like im over reacting a little. But im having issues with anxiety recently

@MysteryGirl Yeah, a little bit. Sharing a videogame isn't the same as sexually cheating. I used to buy cartridge games for my Nintendo Switch so I could give them to a poor kid I knew.