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Overwhelmed....just keep swimming

Im tired. Im a damsel in distress. And I need a hug. Getting help from people just seems pointless because its always something else.... just trying to keep my head up and ho with the flow. **go not ho...though sometimes I wish ..

I love the way you speaks to me fill my needs let me feel your Vibe all inside of me resonate within my bones I take it whole together let's indulge in reciprocity Taste every curve of insecurity bite down and rip the sheets up off it exposed to...

Anxiety is through the roof right now

My fantasies have escalated. I really didnt think they could...im not that twisted. But I've reached a new low. And im struggling not to feel shame about it....

Taken in Hand?? How dose it differ from a "normal" relationship?

Has anyone ever heard of this concept?? Im interested.... what do you know about it? How do you go about it?

giving up a good thing...

getting back to a healthy mindset means admitting that i cannot go "all in" with good people just because i want to. im not ready and its just not the right time. there are fundamental differences that make this a likely fail in the long run. and all...

something i can do without being a total cumdump....

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i just want to get roughed up a little, im thinking i can find a guy to choke me ... it makes me wet. thats safe nonsexual activity right? something i...

worst thanksgiving night ever.....

divorce sucks ass...and not in the good way. smh

its a work night. i shouldnt be like this on a work night....

trying to change my mind but I always agree with myself smh.

Normal person post

Just wanted to post something normal. I always feel like im drowining in thoughts and struggles so this post will serve as a reminder that at some point today I was fine. Nothings happening. Im not particulary stresed. I do occasionally think and do...

I will sit and feel these feelings damnit

This shit sucks.

One conversation can make the difference.

Somehow just one conversation. A little observation made all the difference in the world. I recognize that this is not what i want. I know exatly what i do want and i dont have time for anythkng else. That means pulling back from people I care...

I used to be so weirded out by random questions at the doctor like, do you have trouble getting up in the morning? Do you lack interest in doing things? But now I compleatele understand. Every action and sometimes every breath takes work. Im so...

When you have people in your life that you would like to vent to or get their opinion about a problem but they know the other people involved, how do you ask advice or open up without sounding like your talking shit??? I'm not trying to talk shit....

You know me You get my sarcasm You get my every inflection From pillar to post in conversation without losing direction And I rarely have to explain myself because You know me Your presence is felt as much as your absence Every fiber of me...

Craving it..........

I can feel it pulling me. I'm already starting to consider risky behavior..... I'm failing. I told myself it was just that one guy but now I'm really craving it bad. The anxiety. My body is shaking. The anticipation...but of why though...smh I was so...

I used to have a firm grasp on that. Now I'm not sure. I don't feel worth. The time or effort. I feel like I'm failing.. I feel undesirable. Like maybe I'm more nefarious than even I know...

Leaving SW...even though I just got here.

I don't talk to many on here so I'm sure my departure will be a small blip on the radar but así es la vida. I will clean up my inboxes and head out. Thanks for all the support.

First counseling appointment...

It just left me sad and feeling defeated. No real advice, she just got an understanding of the situation. I'm so sad and hurt. I really want to talk to my husband..or whatever. ButI want him to understand. Smh. I just want to hide in a hole and...

The "Hispanic Heritage" month

Just a random 30days that starts in the middle of September and ends in the middle of October or something weird like that, America has decided to "celebrate" Hispanic people. It really grinds my gears!! As a Cuban and Panamanian woman darker skin is...

My first ... session, I'm not sure what they call this meeting.. is this Thursday.

I think I finally got rid of my real life "drug dealer" but it kinda makes me sad. I should feel relieved...but I don't

He knows what he is doing to me😔

there is a guy on here who has created a bunch of pages to troll me from so he can "break me" it's not working but mean while in real life, there is a guy I stay away from. He knows I'm addicted but he is like a magnet. Hard to miss the attraction....

Resisting temptation

Due to my profession I find myself in many different homes...and lately I have come across a few men who trigger me. They are assertive, a bit dominant and although I control the flow of conversation I can't help but yeild to their request. I just...

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I ended up having a lengthy discussion with a man yesterday. Today he has professed his love , said he doesn't want to lose me and would do anything...

Wish him the best...is that dumb?

Even though we are not together I wish my ex husband the best. I know he is probably lonely without me and the children there making noise and getting into stuff... And even though we went through so much I wish I could make it a little easier....

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