One of those nights.I'm stressed right now. A bunch of things that fell one into another and landed me here. Now everything's Shakey and my mind is wandering...smh. Plus my ex is back in contact with "the kids" more like just the first born. And it's got me anxious... See More »
Daddy issues..................At 35yo I am going through some really tough stuff and I could use a dad hug right now😔 Me and my dad are just not that close, kinda makes me sad. The next best thing would be a hug from a brother maybe? All three of mine are in a different state.... See More »
Re socialization projectSo. Talk about some drama or trauma? In certain circles, I'm completely fine with that Talk about my day to day life??😱😱😱😱 NEVER. I go through so much that it's hard to talk about what's going on in my day to day life. I have a wonderful... See More »
Withdrawal sucks😒 day 7...or something like that.You ever get so annoyed with your circumstances that you stop keeping track of your days? Yeah. Some days I'm just tired of being strong. Some days I just want the easy route to be the way I'm supposed to go. But God has been so good to me. I'm... See More »
Day two, recoveryNo tap dancing and flirting with inner circle stuff. No excuses.... Yesterday was hard. My anxiety was up there. My irritability was also sky high. I could have been more loving yesterday. I almost cried . Today. I'm glad I hung up before anything... See More »
To be continued.... UntitledI am Atmospheric pressure He can't help but feel me More valuable than gems Many attempt to steal me But ever so polite Completely within rights I must decline A thief Will never be a companion of mine So I spend my time Potty training my mind... See More »
Missing my brothers....Going to my lil spot to find relief. I miss them boys bad.😮💨 It's been years... And sometimes it feels like just yesterday. Rip to the realest ones I've ever known❤
You ever dream the future? Poll (3) See Poll OptionsI had a few dreams that were either happening in real time or happened after a time.
If God could love the church...Surely a God fearing man could love me! Because look at God's people... Look at the church...and God's relationship with us given our behavior! Yeah...I think I still have a chance 😁😂😂😂
Tired of the back and forthTired of doing well just to do bad all over again. I'm tired of being emotionally hijacked. As much as I love being a people pleaser and meeting needs, I think I'm in a place where I'm wanting to get my needs met. It's strange. I've never had the... See More »
Was she hitting on me?? Poll (22) See Poll OptionsSo I have a particular coffee spot that I have been going to off and on for about a year now. They host a few events every week. I've gotten to know... See More »
Baby fever......Sooooo... 35yo. Annnnd I have just come to terms with the fact that I want another baby 🫣😍🫣 I really should just be done. The easier thing to do is move on with life.... Anybody else contemplating starting over.
Brokenhearted... Or just broken...or something like thatI really don't know how I got here. I can't blame anyone but myself. The longing and the ache in my chest over a love I've never had. Sometimes it's just too much.... Think I'll get drunk. Some Cuba Libre. Free me.
Missing another original poemI'm just laying here Warm in my bed Comfortable But something feels wrong A Sudden realization that even occupied and made up my bed has been incomplete all along Inhaling the scents of fresh sheets and the vanilla from my skin triggers a... See More »
Why do I keep going to Menards without an adult?No place for me to be unsupervised. Entirety to many things I forgot I needed 😬😬😬
What's the word people?! Feeling good and wanted to come have a look around. It's been a while since I was here last👀👀🤪 (+1)
True story, the greatest love story ever told.He is mine and I am his...but we don't belong to each other. Attached to people who didn't like who we were,l we became who we thought they wanted us to be. I let myself conform to the mold he made took and internalized everything he said. He let... See More »
All it took....THIS IS A WIN!One random conversation and I'm back to determination! I know what I want in a relationship. I know what I want in a man. And I know it's possible. So I'm not going to settle.
Goodbye. Since I can't say it to his face (toxic shit, nothing to see here)You were a bad guy. You did bad shit. But you were so good to me. I knew who you were but experienced who you could be and a saw myself getting attached. I wanted to hear your voice before I went to sleep. I wanted to see your face when you told me... See More »
He has a gfThe guy. He's committed. All the what ifs are gone. Im okay with it but I still wish we had more communication.... And maturity can suck ass. Tell the young ppl the truth! I never knew for the good of people I'd get my heart broken. Being mature and... See More »
To show face or not to show face, that is the question!When I first made an account here I put up a picture of myself and then quickly realize that most people did not have a picture of themselves so I changed it to what it is now. Can anybody give me their reasons for why they do or don't show face... See More »
Something is Missing............,.....................I'm just laying here Warm in my bed Comfortable But something feels wrong Inhaling fresh sheets and the vanilla from my skin The crisp air through cracked windows Smelling everything but home And somehow innately I know Something is missing But can... See More »
Conquering the dayI had meetings and I made them, I had goals and I reached them, I had time and I utilized it wisely sort of. Today was a good day.
Long night....Feelings are starting to creep in.... reddit looks really good rn...smh. I got this though....
