Day two, recovery
No tap dancing and flirting with inner circle stuff. No excuses....
Yesterday was hard. My anxiety was up there. My irritability was also sky high. I could have been more loving yesterday. I almost cried .
Today. I'm glad I hung up before anything seriously happened. The thought of not calling someone up is kinda stressing me out right now. I want to a t like it's for other reasons. Just to say hey.... I know better.
I unblocked the guy😮💨 just seeing his name was a lot for me so I immediately got away from that page all together. Not sure I have it in me to stay away from this man🥺 I have been so reliant on God for this. I haven't had this kind of prayer in a long time. happy about it. But I don't always feel the feel good feelings from not doing all the things...
Just gotta stick with it. One day down
Yesterday was hard. My anxiety was up there. My irritability was also sky high. I could have been more loving yesterday. I almost cried .
Today. I'm glad I hung up before anything seriously happened. The thought of not calling someone up is kinda stressing me out right now. I want to a t like it's for other reasons. Just to say hey.... I know better.
I unblocked the guy😮💨 just seeing his name was a lot for me so I immediately got away from that page all together. Not sure I have it in me to stay away from this man🥺 I have been so reliant on God for this. I haven't had this kind of prayer in a long time. happy about it. But I don't always feel the feel good feelings from not doing all the things...
Just gotta stick with it. One day down
