The slow passageI hate the endings. It’s not that I wish everything always stayed the same. I just wish we didn’t have to lose so much, and I find this extends to the most mundane things. Today I was thinking it’s been ages since I saw an elderly person who looked... See More »
I don’t even know what I’d change, I just wish it was easier to obtain stability as a single person. (1)
I wish my thing was biggerIt's not as though it really matters or is achievable in any way, but it's the one part of me I'm insecure about. But that's not the problem irl anyway: I get rejected WAY before that could even be a consideration. I figure I'm just ugly or something... See More »
I miss a lot of things about my old life. I miss love, I miss companionship, I miss being happy. I'm not like that anymore.
I just heard the wildest thing..."I just want to go and live on an island where I don't have to deal with peoples diagnosis', isms and whatever else?" It's really had me looking at this person differently because, in my opinion they are antisocial, selfish and self absorbed, but to... See More »
Are you good at managing your expectations?Something has occured and I asked my mum to help me with it. She was annoyed at me today. And started on a rant about 1 person not saying anything to her when they saw her and the person she hoped wouldn't have much to say did. She said she had her... See More » (1)
One thing that kept sticking outfrom my conversation with the IT guy this morning was that he mentioned that shitty coworker would tell hom that she had always been an outsider, that she's never fit in, and has never had close friends. I hear this and read this a lot in my daily... See More »
Things i want...if i was in a relationship...Long day at work, lots of warehouse work, donation shed stuff, damage reports to products, and yes..the infamous murphys law for a monday.. What i wanted..a tall, dark and handsome man runbing my feet..possible a Massage, shower, cuddles and... See More »
