I wish my thing was biggerIt's not as though it really matters or is achievable in any way, but it's the one part of me I'm insecure about. But that's not the problem irl anyway: I get rejected WAY before that could even be a consideration. I figure I'm just ugly or something... See More »
I miss a lot of things about my old life. I miss love, I miss companionship, I miss being happy. I'm not like that anymore.
I just heard the wildest thing..."I just want to go and live on an island where I don't have to deal with peoples diagnosis', isms and whatever else?" It's really had me looking at this person differently because, in my opinion they are antisocial, selfish and self absorbed, but to... See More »
Are you good at managing your expectations?Something has occured and I asked my mum to help me with it. She was annoyed at me today. And started on a rant about 1 person not saying anything to her when they saw her and the person she hoped wouldn't have much to say did. She said she had her... See More » (1)
One thing that kept sticking outfrom my conversation with the IT guy this morning was that he mentioned that shitty coworker would tell hom that she had always been an outsider, that she's never fit in, and has never had close friends. I hear this and read this a lot in my daily... See More »
Things i want...if i was in a relationship...Long day at work, lots of warehouse work, donation shed stuff, damage reports to products, and yes..the infamous murphys law for a monday.. What i wanted..a tall, dark and handsome man runbing my feet..possible a Massage, shower, cuddles and... See More »
Most people rely on external forces to change things. But when you're standing at the edge of a cliff, surrounded by total darkness, you realize......that all you really have is yourself. With your brokenness and hopelessness and helplessness, what else have you got but you? This is painful to read when you're at this stage. But if you still have people you want to love and be there for, then... See More »
When things get in your wayI was supposed to have a super short work day. Maybe two hours and done type of day…but that hasn’t happened. I’m still here, and I should have arrived home by now. It started when a coworker didn’t arrive…and has since morphed into random people ju... See More »
