I miss her

I think I understand what you’re saying and feeling and by no means am I trying to be insensitive and unkind. My own experience with relationships has at least 2 relationships where I believe I felt similarly but I have found that for myself it’s best to remember the relationships fondly however not to remember them too often and most importantly to move on so that I don’t spoil any chances for amazing future relationships. I firmly believe that the best thing to do is to not look in the “rearview” mirror so much that you miss seeing “oncoming traffic”. I also have had to train myself in the mindset that “success is the best revenge” not that you are actually seeking any sort of revenge but that you simply take what you have learned into your next relationship(s). I think of how fortunate I was that I even had such amazing relationships with the people that I feel so incredibly grateful and blessed to have had in my life. I’m far from a hard hearted person but I do believe that if you don’t reset and refocus you can negatively impact your future in relationships. I wish for only the absolute best for you and I also believe that you should take the necessary steps and time to “mourn” and move on. I don’t think that it’s an easy feat but it is a necessary one. I wish well and hope that you have the opportunity for another amazing partnership. ☺😊

Is it actually cannot change or not willing to change? I felt the same way my first two serious relationships. There's only so much you can do, other than evolving or reinventing yourself.
It will get better. Just keep working on yourself in the meantime, particularly your mental health. Physical health is important too, it does ties into how your functioning mentally and as a whole. If you're struggling with certain aspects. Ask for help. There's no shame in trying to improve yourself and there is help. 🤗

Yep..

If you really love her that much can't you move to be together ?

im sure she doesn't care about you or even think about you anymore in the least.

Makes sense to me. How much further apart are you both ?