I miss her
We're still friends and talk when we get time, but sometimes I miss her as a partner. I get why we broke up, but she was genuinely amazing in every way and if not for distance, I could have seen myself maybe even marrying her one day. But it is what it is and I don't begrudge her for the breakup. Sometimes feelings can just be hard to shake, and this is very much a once in a while thing and not an everyday thing. Like I'm over it, but I don't know if I'll ever stop loving her. Does that even make sense?