I Have a Story to TellWritten 7/8/13 I remember the first time I saw the look staring back at me. It came from the eyes of two different people. The first came from Chris Holiday from high school summer camp. We were lab partners and had been assigned to observe... See More »
I Hate My BoyfriendI LITERALLY wanna pull my hair out right now! He's so selfish and inconsiderate sometimes. What makes it worse, he doesn't take anything seriously, even when I'm obviously upset about the way he acts.
I Remember Our First KissIt was after date three, right on time because you were about to get friend zoned. Ever since you had asked me out, I had been misunderstanding your actions. Conversation was light on the first date, which is natural on both ends. But on the second... See More »
I Am On a Self Improvement JourneyI thought I was falling in love with you, until you proved me wrong. It wasn't real. My emotional focus on you was just a reflection of my withdrawn focus on my own self-love. You weren't worth the time I've lost.
I Am Moving ForwardI almost deleted my account because of you. It's been over two months and you have completely frozen me out. You were more than a mentor to me. You were my confidant, a very close friend. But my decisions, and pace in figuring things out were not... See More »
I Don't Get Along With My MomShe wakes up early, cleans the house, cooks, goes to work, and doesn't get out until 11pm or midnight. Loving her is hard. But do it anyway. She's not there to give advice and doesn't have any to give. She's not smart, she hasn't lived. She judges... See More »
Would this be considered cheating?Last night I met someone that I really click with. We are both in relationships but also admitted that there's an attraction and connection between us but that we will not allow it to get in the way of our relationships. I would never cheat on my... See More »
I Think It's Time to Move OnNO, THIS TIME AROUND IT FELT REAL. BECAUSE FOR THE LAST FEW YEARS I HAVE FELT UTTER ANGER AT MY MOM. BUT TONIGHT, I LET THAT GO AND JUST LET THE SADNESS OVERWHELM ME, AND RIGHT AFTER WORK I FOUND A BENCH AND I JUST BAWLED MY EYES OUT. I MADE MYSELF... See More »
I Wish I Had UnderstoodI miss August. Getting high and crying together. I caressed your back and arms impulsively. You had told me to avoid physical contact, but you were crying. Your blue eyes had filled with tears, which shocked me because we had met only a few weeks... See More »
I Feel EmptySo. X texts me for the second time since June. She asks me the same question: "Hey ______ how's everything going? I hope everything is going well but I have something I need to ask you." The first time, in June when she asked me this, my mind... See More »
I Want a BoyfriendMy boyfriend is coming over And my skin pulsates at the thought He has light skin And Clear Eyes And a bright personality to match When we go to the beach He rubs my back And chases me until I fall in the sand laughing He taught me how to surf... See More »
I Am An IntrovertBut then again, that's not exactly true. I talk to almost everyone I meet. To an extent, I'm even popular. But when it comes to my dark thoughts and my insecurities, I can't seem to voice them to the source. I wish I was the kind of person who could... See More »
I Miss HimHe was pretty terrible to me, but the closest thing I ever had to love and understanding while I was growing up. My mother only knew how to keep food on the table, so we only had each other. I thought that this would make me special. I thought it... See More »
What are some ways to make hair type 4c grow longer?My hair used to be medium length and I got a super cut this summer. Anyone know how to make it grow back faster?
I Want to Live Life to the FullestI was taking pictures today because it had been a while since I took the time to capture a moment and I realized the most obvious, but scariest thing ever: I'm not going to be young and beautiful forever. I'm almost 20. In 20 years I will have... See More »
I Miss InnocenceI was three years old. Sitting on a metal bench, my tiny legs dangled back and forth, as if I was on a swing at a playground. I was nowhere near a playground, but at a clean and radiant airport. For reasons I do not remember, it was just me and mom.... See More »
I Am Ashamed of MyselfMy biggest problem right now is not knowing how to handle the most basic situations. I find myself stuck, unable to explain myself, or my feelings, throwing everything into a box, only have it all blown in my face last minute. I don't even allow... See More »
I Like Discovering New MusicI was watching this movie online called "About time", and that's how I discovered "At the river" by Groove Amanda :). Such a good song.
I Want To Share 50 Things About Me1). My name is ******** ;) 2). I love iced chai tea with vanilla and two espresso shots 3). I try to be a better me every day 4). I find Frozen very inspiring 5). I'm thick in all the right places :p 6). I'm really smart, but I don't show it off 7).... See More »
What are some good exercises to flatten the stomach?I have a nice body, but would like to work on getting a flatter tummy. Thanks!
I Love to Watch DexterI'm on season 1 episode 5, and I am already obsessed. There's something so eerie and sexy about Dexter that just keeps me coming back for more! I am so intrigued by him.
