Do i leave her?People say that if you feel like you're begging to be loved they arent worth your time. Is that true? I've already been by her side for 11 years. I haven't felt like im enough for her since i was old enough to feel that way. But i love her. I dont...See More »
From me to youI try so hard to get inside your heart Like bugs at my doorway in the fall I find my way in and you welcome me but In the spring you will find my body Curled up in a corner all alone You will have forgotten about me More beautiful creatures than I...See More »
Healing erawith hurting comes healing its not an easy thing the pain feels overwhelming it feels eternal but nothing is eternal the pain will pass you will heal i will heal
Do you have to let it linger?She has me wrapped around her finger. My whole life revolves around her and i cant get away. Ive recently realized how much of a bad friend and just bad person she is but im stuck. Things feel weird with her but neither of us are leaving because we...See More »
I LOVE SHARKS I love them so much im back in my sea creature era hammerhead sharks are my favorites akshsjdbd i want to be a marine biologist so badly like i did when i was little i love it so much
Are we really bffs?It kinda hurts that im not her best friend anymore. She says i am but it doesnt feel like it. She never texts me or tells me anything. Its ok because shes not my best friend anymore but like ughabdjsb its still sad because shes my whole life....See More »
I hate that i changedMy friend told me that my bff has noticed that i changed because of my mental health and that its throwing her off and bothering her and bow i feel awful. Its not my fault that im depressed. And it hurts that she sees me differently now. It makes me...See More »
Peopel shouldnt comment on eatingMy family has always commented on how much i eat. It used to be them telling me I've had enough or saying that i eat a lot. Lately they keep commenting on how i eat so little food. The other day my younger sister just kept going on about how i never...See More »
Is my friend toxic?Shes great to talk to but there are things she does that just dont make sense. She always goes after (or at least says shes going to) guys that she knows her friends like even though shes friends with her real crush so whats the point if she doesnt...See More »
Im sick and tired of thisIm just done. Im gonna start failing all my classes at this point and i dont care. Im just so tired. I dont want to do anything anymore and i feel lazy but i just cant do it. I dont want to hangout with my friends. I dont want to go to the stupid...See More »
I feel like im dyingIts like youre holding my head underwater Drowning me I let my lungs fill with water I dont fight back I dont try to live I help you hurt me Together we are killing me
Left out againMy 2 best friends are going to a concert without me. Theyre going to see Mitski and i like her too. Im not so mad that theyre going without me because i probably wouldnt have gone but they could have asked if i wanted to or at least told me about it...See More »
Always a duo in a trioIm in a trio but im not in the duo, yk? Its just that whenever were together they only talk to each other and i get it because they have more common interests right now but im still mad about it. I know its childish to be annoyed at them for liking...See More »
I feel fakeIm just so sad all the time and i dont get excited about things i just pretend. My friends will send me things on Instagram and i respond so enthusiastically but i never even watch what they sent. I just feel fake pretending to be happy and care...See More »
I cant communicateIts a problem cause im still upset with my bff about things that happened months ago but i never said anything so i just get more mad because she didnt apologize but i also didnt tell her it hurt me so i cant really be mad but i am. And the thing im...See More »
Its my own faultLate at night I hurt myself more than anyone else ever has My own hands and mind have done the most damage I hate myself more than anyone else hates me
How do i helpMy friend is PREGNANT. She just found out on monday and im worried about her. She also was just at a mental hospital for like over a month so her family definitely cant afford her to have a kid. Her mom knows and me and my sister know but i dont...See More »
To my friendI dont hate you Actually i love you But i resent you For something you cant control Its not your fault youre the pretty friend Thats just how it is. Its always been you: The pretty one The skinny one The fun one The center of attention And me:...See More »
Feeling motivatedSchools actually great right now because my new class is a biology type class and I LOVE BIOLOGY. So now im motivated to work hard and prepare for a fancy bio career. Im literally an academic weapon
Maybe im the problemI keep finding things i dont like about my friends and i think its not really them its just me being sensitive and i want to say something about the things that have bothered me but they feel insignificant when i say them out loud and i might just be...See More »
Stray kids tourSKZ ARE GOING ON TOUR THIS YEAR IM GOING NO MATTER WHAT I DONT CARE IF I LOSE ALL MY MONEY FOR IT
Poem for my best friendWe are one soul Torn in two Longing to be whole again When we are together I feel whole again The part of me that was missing Found its way home Home is with you The safest place The most full of love It feels so right I love you more than life...See More »
Merry Christmas!!Christmas didnt feel very Christmas-y this year :( maybe its bacause there was no snow (theres usually snow on Christmas where i live) idk it was just oddly warm and felt like just any other day it was odd
Random loreWhen i was 9 i apparently saw dj khaled at an italian restaurant in nyc and my mom took a picture of him but now she cant find it but my dad insists it was him 🤷♀️