Should i go to therapy?? (tw: a lot of things??)I think im at my limit and i dont really want to traumatize my family and attempt to end it all so i feel like therapy is the only option. Im depressed, anxious, suicidal, and i lowkey have an eating disorder and self-harm. None of this is diagnosed,... See More »
Life is shit (tw suicidal thoughts)This has been the worst year of my life and to make thongs worse: my dog died. I dont know how to grieve in a healthy way so its been rough. And recently ive been losing motivation and passion for things. I think its because it fall and the seasons... See More »
My stomach is sickMy stomach is sick I think I ate something bad At first it was sweet on my tongue Then it became a sour acid It's burning me Destroying me from the inside It reaches depths of my brain And the pit of my stomach I let in something bad I am afraid it... See More »
Poem based on Strangers by Ethel CainEat me, please, love, want me I am all yours Thats all I want to be I am for you to use Find your heaven Between my frostbitten legs In my flesh In my blood and bone Take me apart To build your happiness
Woooo shotsI took my first shot today and it was so easy i thought it would burn more. It was rum so not the strongest thing. I also hit a vape. Idk about that it made my throat all scratchy. Not my favorite but it was cherry mango so yum. The rum was bomb... See More »
I wrote a thingWhen you leave this earth Part of me will follow My heart is yours My blood on your hands And yours on mine When you leave me I will go behind you You are the air I breathe My lifeline And I fill your lungs Grounding myself in you When you are gone... See More »
Question for the girlsIs birth control worth it? I mostly want it to have a regular period at the same time each month but i also want something to fix my hormones. Im sick of getting depressed during my period and im sick of bleeding through clothes because i cant... See More »
I hate the world we live in.This world is cruel We let evil feed us poison And in return we poison the earth We let ourselves be distracted And manipulated And for what? For the rich to get richer And the poor to get poorer We suffer for wicked men We all suffer for their... See More »
Do i belong to myself?My life doesn't feel like it's mine. I belong to my parents expectations. I belong to my grades and test scores. I belong to the number in my bank account. I belong to the number on the scale. I belong to the scars on my skin. I belong to the church... See More »
Be proud of meGuys i did it. I finally ended things with my toxic bff. We're technically "on a break" but idk if she'll ever recover from the reality check i gave her. I hope she ends up ok though. Jk i hope she suffers for all she did to me :).
Our time is upWe're like two broken clocks, so easy to fix, But we didnt even try. The problem was so easy to ignore. Both clocks are wrong, Its hard to tell who was wrong first. I've realized something, I no longer need you to tell the time.
Lingering feelingsGuys i shouldnt be allowed near this girl shes so fine i wanna kiss her. She my friend though so i cant really do that. I liked her for like 2 years and then moved on but i guess i didnt actually cause i want her real bad right now. And the worst... See More »
Do i leave her?People say that if you feel like you're begging to be loved they arent worth your time. Is that true? I've already been by her side for 11 years. I haven't felt like im enough for her since i was old enough to feel that way. But i love her. I dont... See More »
From me to youI try so hard to get inside your heart Like bugs at my doorway in the fall I find my way in and you welcome me but In the spring you will find my body Curled up in a corner all alone You will have forgotten about me More beautiful creatures than I... See More »
Healing erawith hurting comes healing its not an easy thing the pain feels overwhelming it feels eternal but nothing is eternal the pain will pass you will heal i will heal
Do you have to let it linger?She has me wrapped around her finger. My whole life revolves around her and i cant get away. Ive recently realized how much of a bad friend and just bad person she is but im stuck. Things feel weird with her but neither of us are leaving because we... See More »
I LOVE SHARKSI love them so much im back in my sea creature era hammerhead sharks are my favorites akshsjdbd i want to be a marine biologist so badly like i did when i was little i love it so much (1)
Are we really bffs?It kinda hurts that im not her best friend anymore. She says i am but it doesnt feel like it. She never texts me or tells me anything. Its ok because shes not my best friend anymore but like ughabdjsb its still sad because shes my whole life.... See More »
I hate that i changedMy friend told me that my bff has noticed that i changed because of my mental health and that its throwing her off and bothering her and bow i feel awful. Its not my fault that im depressed. And it hurts that she sees me differently now. It makes me... See More »
Peopel shouldnt comment on eatingMy family has always commented on how much i eat. It used to be them telling me I've had enough or saying that i eat a lot. Lately they keep commenting on how i eat so little food. The other day my younger sister just kept going on about how i never... See More »
Is my friend toxic?Shes great to talk to but there are things she does that just dont make sense. She always goes after (or at least says shes going to) guys that she knows her friends like even though shes friends with her real crush so whats the point if she doesnt... See More »
Im sick and tired of thisIm just done. Im gonna start failing all my classes at this point and i dont care. Im just so tired. I dont want to do anything anymore and i feel lazy but i just cant do it. I dont want to hangout with my friends. I dont want to go to the stupid... See More »
I feel like im dyingIts like youre holding my head underwater Drowning me I let my lungs fill with water I dont fight back I dont try to live I help you hurt me Together we are killing me
Left out againMy 2 best friends are going to a concert without me. Theyre going to see Mitski and i like her too. Im not so mad that theyre going without me because i probably wouldnt have gone but they could have asked if i wanted to or at least told me about it... See More »
