Are we really bffs?

It kinda hurts that im not her best friend anymore. She says i am but it doesnt feel like it. She never texts me or tells me anything. Its ok because shes not my best friend anymore but like ughabdjsb its still sad because shes my whole life. Everything i love is connected to her in some way and we are a known duo. When people see me they think of us. Ive spent more of my life with her than without her and we watched each other grow up so it just hurts that we're drifting apart.