I Sometimes Want to Just Give UpHow many mornings do I wake up saying to myself that this is the day that everything will change and nothing happens. How many moments do I have to change my life and nothing changes. No matter where I go. There I am. It doesn't matter if I have a... See More »
I Have Body DysmorphiaNothing is ever okay about my appearence. Sometimes I can't even go outside because of how disgusted I am with myself. My eyes, my hair, even my gender, even my voice. I don't know what I am. What i'm supposed to be. I know who I am emotionally and... See More »
I Dont Internet DateI don't care if people get offended but it's not a real relationship. Sorry, I don't agree with it. The feelings might be real but a relationship is more then just how two people feel about each other. Being in an online relationship is not even in... See More »
Things I've Noticed About the New GenerationI had an interesting discussion with somebody about this. I've noticed a few things about teenagers and or the younger kids. They don't seem to know how to deal with failure and I think that's because our society has become a bit too soft about it.... See More »
I Am An AnarchistRead a book called "Order and Anarchy: Civil Society, Social Disorder and War." It basically explains that human beings are capable of living in a world without government and can still cooperate peacefully in a lawless society without massive... See More »
I Appreciate the Simple Things In LifeMy life is literally bars, rock music and the occasional cigarette. No friends or anything like that. That's not a bad way to live. At least i'm living, instead of not living at all. Simplicity is rather peaceful.
For all the ladies out there...What kind of makeup would I need to pull off a shadowy eye punk rock look?
I MeditateRecently I started to meditate as a way to reduce stress in my life and honestly it feels amazing. I totally see why people do it. After meditating, I felt like I just woke up in the morning all over again. That fresh "new day" feeling you get in the... See More »
I Wanted To Say GoodbyeI really have no way of saying this. So i'm just going to. About a little more then two hours ago I tried to take my own life. The reason im sharing this with you all isn't for views or attention. Im sharing this because I want to help in destroying... See More »
I Love The Lyrics To This Song"Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain....and all the children are insane..."
I Shouldnt Be AliveObviously i'm not dead yet. But their was a time where I lost my way as a teenager and abused substances regularly for almost a year. I think back how often I was in a car with drunk friends or how close I was to ODing. I once drove a car while high... See More »
I Am DepressedI can't deny it any longer. Depression is something that has come and gone in my life. I went through a massive depressive episode between the ages of 15-16 then again 18-19. Now i'm almost 21 and it's happening again. It's hard changing your life.... See More »
I Love to WriteAfter several months of planning I've begun to write my very first book. I finally have a story that I want to share with the world and im very very confident that I'll finish it. Wish me luck! <3
I Think Good Friends Are RareIt's hard to get close to people that don't become jealous or resentful to me. Even my childhood friends eventually became hateful torwards me. I felt like a couldn't breathe because just being around them felt like an air of thick hatred for me.... See More »
I Want Somebody To Talk ToI miss the feeling of getting excited when someone messages you or talking all night to somebody.
I Pretend I'm OkayI have no other choice. I don't like burdening other people with my problems and I hate other people feeling sorry for me. Besides it's not like other people can help me anyway. They either don't understand or don't care. So I have to keep it all to... See More »
I Am AloneAll my SW friends have been gone this whole week. I don't have anybody to talk to. I'm not with my family on thanksgiving either, so yeah i'm alone. It sucks...
I Wish the World Was a Better PlaceWhy is the world so hateful? You think civlization would bring humanity together. But still we keep segregating each other. If not by country, then my social class, etc. We just keep making divides between one another. I wish we lived in a world that... See More »
I Struggle With My Body ImageEveryday. I'll say it...im a girl that weighs 195 pounds. I know that isn't insanely overweight but still, I should weigh about 20 pounds less. I hate it, I hate not feeling attractive, I hate looking at my stomach. I am losing weight but the... See More »
