I Have Body Dysmorphia

Nothing is ever okay about my appearence. Sometimes I can't even go outside because of how disgusted I am with myself. My eyes, my hair, even my gender, even my voice. I don't know what I am. What i'm supposed to be. I know who I am emotionally and mentally but not physically. My physical body feels like a huge weight I have to carry around every day of my life. A problem that can't be fixed. Only one that I have to cope with daily.