Fathers dayToday is fathers day which means this is the day my dad pretends hes ever given a shit about me. My mom says he loves me but he doesn't, he stopped loving me when I turned 13. I wish he did, even before i was too old it still felt like I needed to... See More »
I've been pretending things have been okayBack to journaling here I guess. Day 01. Today I have taken the first pill of the mood stabilizer... IDK why I've been hesitating too much... it was prescribed to me 15days ago and the next appointment is in a month but Idk why the pharmacist gave... See More »
A sad story: Ep 3/8: The day i lost my heartChapter 3: The Day I lost my heart. I remember that day in dramatic slow motion black and white. I was 16. The school congregation was on its’ way to church mass in the morning and I was walking without friends amongst the other students. Then a... See More »
Pretend that there is a titleSometimes i feel like im only living for the of the people around me like i dont really feel like im living my life for ME yk? Like everyday i i bottle up my emotions so my friends dont worry (didn't say parents bc they wouldn't give a rats ass if i... See More »
yep I am ok - Operation Kinesisone time i asked about my bio-mom and my adopted mom dropped her glass. it shattered on the floor. she turned towards me and said through clenched teeth - is that what you really want?!!! and then the clenched teeth became a smile. followed by an... See More »
