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yourworstenightmare21

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I Want A Lover Who Loves As Intensely As I Do

I don't want to humiliate...talk mean to or demine you. I just want to gently control you with all the love through touches my body has to offer.

I Was Born In California

Im more of cold winter nights ....:/ I lack the additude but have learned to admire

I Believe In Magic

If you can wait through that which I know people won't like..I feel you need to know I can wait through anything...sincerley...the runts mommy...

I Believe Life Is Bittersweet

The memories of you are noting who I am complete.....but deprecation of exceptence of my part of the incomplete person...miss you ×3

I Have Serious Issues With Overeating

It started at about seven years old...and turned to an eating disorder at 12.... Turned back into overeating at 18... It's like there's something missing...company I've tried to replace...I miss the feeling of being little and hatred of food...always... See More »

I Am Not Beautiful Like You , I Am Beautiful Like Me

I saw how beautiful she was tonight on my way home I saw an angel dressed in black bursting dark whitebat the seems ...it's the girl..I wanted to be. You are beautiful.

I Love Watching a Fire In the Fireplace

This fire Chase's me within dreams along with Dracula. I see myself doing good in school and driving home with no experience....all the while your with me not speaking what I joke I am to you. You are fire that Chase's me. Fire...flames of... See More »

I moved out here after turning 21 so I didn't have the opportunity to really make friends with anyone or really date outside of pizza and a movie. But recently someone new has come into my home life. His name is Angel he has blonde hair with black... See More »

I Don't Fear Death But I Fear What Comes After

I have the urge...to walk up to you....and ask you to punish me with every defiencee fear and selfishness I have in my body.

I Wish I Could Cry Until There Was No More Pain Left Inside

I walked upstairs today self conscious about the person I was. Thankful I had no baggage is a lie but I should have been....there was a guy upstairs that im always nice to. He started singing you wish you where marry Christmas. You wish you where... See More »

The tide rises to the out of norm unsterdy yet graceful tree on your beach. The lady who took the picture is the storm in the background surrounding the child with a whirlwind of Bioshock fear and remorse. The tree does not believe in competition.... See More »

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I Wear Womens Clothes And Underwear Beneath My Steet Clothes

So honestly take them. I don't needem. I admit I'd be sad if you took my sweatpants tho. Perhaps..I'll just lay here with God's view...nothing helps but prayer meditation provokes darkness. Learn to love others outside yourself now. Take my clothes.... See More »

I Love Young Fair Skinned Red Head Girls

In the endbill be skinned over and over.....:/

I Can't See The Light At The End Of The Tunnel

I walk this Earth now a pool of darkness waiting for heaven to take what's left...knowing I am wrong. Knowing I have done wrong. But knowing I cannot be forgiven without guilt. Trying to learn lessons with what's left. Left knowing that only Jesus... See More »

I Say The Devil Rules The World

Last night... I disrespected God. I yelled at him. I called him a man. All because I was jealous. I let the devil get the best of me until I became the devil itself.... All I can do is await death and intense suffering for eternity...im scared. I... See More »

I Am Not Ashamed To Admit When I Am Wrong

I admit that I have done so many bad things in the past...I long for forgiveness but I don't think that can really be acheiving. All I can really do is try and make a good life and correct what I've done wrong. I admit that my dad is the cause of... See More »

I Want To Wish All Fathers A Happy "father's Day

When I the ages two to about six my dad kept ripping out my heart and putting his there

I Wish He Would Stop Drinking

My dad...never got that right was right....that I wasnt him and that forcing someone to act when they originally weren't is degrading for all around. He never got that being a cat was ok. That hurting someone wasn't ok and that most importantly. I... See More »

I Have Always Had Vivid Dreams With Repetitive Dreams

I keep having dreams about God and im scared I'll never be forgiven for what I did at that house....im very scared because I know someone out there defined her....but...what gets me is I wanted it to be me because I was jealous...that's always my... See More »

I Believe In Angels

I admire things about you. I pray for patience of your soul when im jealous of you. I pray that deep down perhaps you note that I was actually not born this way and admire your understanding in people as well as kindness and compassion. I pray you... See More »

I Want to Be Excepted For Who I Am

My whole life I was given a chance. A privilege. To change the person I once was. I messed it up I hurt people. I have one more chance to make things right. Before I get older and I don't want it to pass by. I used to be so jealous and my main... See More »

I Want A Lover Who Loves As Intensely As I Do

Youd rather mirror im the devil. That image matters. And that lines are what make a person who they are. Thanks..it hurts to lay there. Because the devil wants me to say I was his. And you believe it's truth so blindly... That there is no... See More »

I Dont Curse Verbally But I Do It Alot In My Mind

I saw what my crazy was in smart and smartest today. It brought me back and really gave me some weight as I try to weigh the doubt that I was even that person to you two. I wanna touch him but my spirit that once was irresistable has corrodes within... See More »

I Believe In Angels

But sadly tonight I was taken back to something I thought was me.im the devil a nobody im being laid under ciment skinned alive.

I Have Been Told I Have Beautiful Eyes

Everyone hated my eyes...they where offended. You hated them most and removed them. I still love you tho I always will. Everyone removes my eyes. No one likes a lie.

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