I Dont Curse Verbally But I Do It Alot In My Mind

I saw what my crazy was in smart and smartest today. It brought me back and really gave me some weight as I try to weigh the doubt that I was even that person to you two. I wanna touch him but my spirit that once was irresistable has corrodes within and honestly I don't feel it's morally right to touch the ghost I am. :/ But that's ok..he's scarey. A permanent denile I was s[quote]I'd person. Yet the ghost of a spirit which I was born from heaven. What do you think?