Strange DreamI've been sick for two weeks and haven't been to work because of it. Half way through the day I take a three hour nap because it helps with this terrible headache that's been happening. Anyway this nap was very different from anything I've ever...See More »
Not made to workI was not made as a human to work my whole life. Not at all. I want to live as human where I'm born to be free and enjoy the fact that I was given Life. For crying out loud I want to do everything and anything and learn all that my brain is capable...See More »
Wanna talkI'm bored, drunk and alone. I wanna talk. Just give me random topics or stupid things that you'd tell your friends but they'd find kinda weird. I'm just bored and wanna talk. Anything is fine to be honest. A theory or a question, anything.
I want to feel somethingI can't feel anything right now. I just feel numb. Mentally, emotionally, physically. It's worse than usual. I'm slightly sick and have work tomorrow but all I want to do is drink, drink until I feel. Or at least do something to feel. I don't know...See More »
Can't complainDrinking on new years alone :). Might admit I'm a bit lonely, want someone there with me. But ah well who cares. No one does.
I want to feel music in my soulAs the title states does anyone understand music so deeply that they want to feel it in their soul. Yes you can blast the music as loud as possible but it's never satisfactory you want to feel it in the depths of yourself. Feel it in your veins. The...See More »
Destorying MyselfI've lost control over how much I drink and vape. I'm killing myself slowly but I can't stop. I love it so much. I'm failing at my own life to the point it's purposely that I'm doing this. The feeling is all I want. My thoughts coming to an end when...See More »
Work an extra hourI've started a job working with kids the whole day. I'm typically very exhausted by the end of the day usually due to having an early start. I've been asked to work an extra hour and for some reason panicked. I love work however the idea of simply...See More »
Best FriendI'm a bit drunk so please ignore spelling mistakes or anything. I have a best friend and I love her so much. I tell her I love her more than my own family. I'm simply curious if there is actually a way to explain how you can love someone more than...See More »
