I want to feel music in my soul

Feeling doesn't mean understanding. 😅 To me, feeling is a personal thing. I have a theory it works on a principle of associations and can root in times you might not even remember yet, like early childhood. You might have heard something then in the moments you felt great and created pleasurable association that emerged later in life and you don't even know where it came from. There is certain sound of songs/effects that make me feel that way, as if I have always known it even if I'm hearing the song for the first time. It feels like flowing in my veins and was a part of me. But that's just my personal feeling because I know my life experiences are very different from the experiences of the author. I can't understand them and all of their emotions and experiences that they transformed into their songs.

There is some music I feel deep within my soul and they transform me when I dance. There are others that don’t resonate at all and make me cringe. Everything gives off an energy. I think it is the wavelength of that energy and our own, if they are complimentary then it sings to our soul and helps define us in a way that has no words.