I want to feel music in my soul

As the title states does anyone understand music so deeply that they want to feel it in their soul. Yes you can blast the music as loud as possible but it's never satisfactory you want to feel it in the depths of yourself. Feel it in your veins. The lyrics, sounds everything. I want to feel it on a different level and it irritates me that I can't but does anyone relate. Music is just something that I don't know but I want it on a different level.