Introduction! PINNEDMy name is bri, im 15 turning 16 this year, wont even get started on how stressed that makes me lmao. I love writing, reading, walking, anything to calm my thoughts down really. I joined similar worlds hoping to make connections with people, and to... See More »
im so sick of myselfIts 4am i told my friends that i havent seen in months id hang out w them tmrw, but im probably gonna end up cancelling. I dont even know what happened to me. Im so done. I just want to disappear, last time i did that all i did was sit in my room for... See More »
Im not okaay rn and im scaredMy mum is super sick, like, if she ends up in the hospital she aint leaving it. And that realisation just made me realise that when shes gone i wont really have anywhere to go. My 29 yr old sister is on drugs and just got her kids taken off of her,... See More »
Im having a crisisOk so according to one of my friends, a guy friend of mine like(d?) me. I'm terrified of that thought because it it's true then there's a possibility i could lose him, and if i lost him i feel like our entire friend group with deteriorate. By the... See More »
Ive been feeling out of it, dunno whyIt just feels like theres this gap in my heart, and its weighing me down sm. I literally had someone ask me if im okay 4 times over the span of 2 days, idk if i just look naturally depressed or what?
I make many bad decisions, is this one of them?So, to put it simply, I ran away. Not to a friends or anything, but to my pops place. Why? Because everything at home was so mentally draining and I just needed a break. So, my mum is sick, both physically nd mentally, she's angry all the time,... See More »
Im so confusedOk i was just about to vent post, but as a non american, i am now so confused about how their school years go?? Like do they not have 4 terms and then holidays in between? Is this common knowledge? Am i stupid? Someone please inform my uninformed... See More »
I feel like ill fall any day now.Idk why, but it just feels like im walking on a rope, between 2 buildings, and the bits of rope on both ends are slowly loosening, taunting me about whats below, and what could be. If i fall, ill lose everything ive worked so hard to get, the only... See More »
Cosy vibesSomething about listening to music in my headphones with a candle lit, and my cat by my side at 1am just makes me feel so at peace, the lighting, the calm music, i couldnt ask for anything better<3 (except maybe a hot drink, id make one rn but we're... See More »
Im oblivious to my own achievementsSo, 3 days ago, I got my learners permit, I didnt tell my dad I got it until yesteday because when I told my mum, she didnt make a big deal out of it so I assumed it wasnt something i had to tell everyone? But when I did tell my dad, at first he... See More »
Weird combo but go offI just put some of the original monster energy drink in a milkshake i made, and the worst part? It isnt even bad 😭
Something feels wrongI feel so at peace, yet so lonely. Time seems so slow and so fast all at once, and it's scaring me. I feel like im still 12, because when i was 12, everything was okay, i didnt care what people thought. Now im 16 nd trying desperately to go back to... See More »
Trying to get my learnersHonestly, got bored at 12am and just figured I'd start doing the online learner permit test just to give me something to do during the holidays, better sooner than later
School holidaysI feel like I have no purpose and no routine now that the holidays have started, sure it's only 2 weeks, but I just feel so depressed hanging out at home the entire time. I could make plans with friends, but I also have a very low social battery, and... See More »
I honestly want a motorbikeI dont even know why, but whenever I ride on the back of my dads bike, i feel so free, and for me, its hard to feel that
Birthday? Doesnt feel like it3 hours until my birthday is over. It wasnt bad but it definitely wasnt good Sweet 16 huh
Idk no moreTurning 16 in 2 days, kinda just making me think about the past year, and I can't tell if im changing for the better or worse. Probably just gonna go to school on my birthday and hope everyone forgot that it is my birthday
A big change is comingSo, my birthday is in 7 days, I havent told a single person (including my friends) at my new school, and to be honest I don’t plan to. But something I want to do, is change my appearance somehow, maybe buy myself clothes a bit out of my comfort... See More »
14 days in a row!!I went from missing weeks in a row (of school) to not missing a single day in 14 days, idk whats happening rn but ill take it:D
What colour should i dye my hair next? Poll (3) See Poll OptionsIm indesisive - current hair is pinky purple, starting to fade so im gonna dye it again soon
Im so proud of myself:3This is the first time in 2 years ive gone a full week at school, things are really looking up for me rn
something feels offim happy, but i dont feel happy, idk if this makes any sense I just feel so.. weird rn
Change isnt as scary as I thought.So, I go to a new school, so scared to the point i barely go all term. New year starts, i want to be a comepletely new person, and in my world, to do that I just dye my hair and try and improve my mental health and the way I think about things. Ive... See More »
