Change isnt as scary as I thought.

So, I go to a new school, so scared to the point i barely go all term. New year starts, i want to be a comepletely new person, and in my world, to do that I just dye my hair and try and improve my mental health and the way I think about things. Ive been to school every day excluding 2 days where I was sick and when there was suuper bad rain. Im not as antisocial and rude as I was at my old school, I'm putting myself out there.. slowly. And i dont feel pressured to hang out with people if im socially drained and need some me time. Idk, I just hope things stay like how they are rn, but whenever things are going good for me, I always feel like something horrible or even traumatic is going to happen, I hope I don't read too much into it because being paranoid is the last thing I want rn