I feel like ill fall any day now.

Idk why, but it just feels like im walking on a rope, between 2 buildings, and the bits of rope on both ends are slowly loosening, taunting me about whats below, and what could be. If i fall, ill lose everything ive worked so hard to get, the only things keeping me truly sane; my attendence, my friends, myself. I dont want a repeat of whats happened before. I dont want to fall into that endless pit for another 4 years, i only just got out of it. Im scared of what could be, i want to hide from myself, but i know that even if i just do that, ill fall off the rope. The only thing keeping me steady right now, is me.