im so sick of myself

Its 4am i told my friends that i havent seen in months id hang out w them tmrw, but im probably gonna end up cancelling. I dont even know what happened to me. Im so done. I just want to disappear, last time i did that all i did was sit in my room for 4 years straight, not v fun nor effective. Im just so confused bc i thought i was better?? I was doing so well and now im getting those same thoughts every night and i just want sleep. Really, is that sm to ask?

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freedomtrails

It’s 12 noonish here and I can relate to being sick of ones self. Me too; that’s why I came to visit SW today. Sometimes my life is so empty, hollow and lonely that I’m just sick of it.
But I am an old retired man with no friends, no place to go, and nothing to do. So I have somewhat of an excuse.
You, on the other hand, are a young lady with friends that want to hang with you. 😌 So go out, be a friend to those who want to be your friend. Learn new things & enjoy your self while you are young.
Sitting alone in your room is not a good thing and only will lead you into deeper depression. If you need help dealing with depression, then ask for it. There is no shame in needing help.

Wishing you all the best.

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