A big change is coming

So, my birthday is in 7 days, I havent told a single person (including my friends) at my new school, and to be honest I don’t plan to. But something I want to do, is change my appearance somehow, maybe buy myself clothes a bit out of my comfort zone, or get a nose piercing that ive been too scared to get, i dunnno. I just feel really dull rn and i want to feel brighter and more confident, im just not sure how to do so. Anyway small vent bcz ive been super inactive on sw and felt the urge to speak my mind