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22-25, F
United States
Homosexual
Friends, Support, Stories
3971 views · 161 followers · Online: Recently (date?)
Bipolar, energetic, total basket case of fire and love
About Me
Groups
250 Groups
Days Active
6 Mths Active
Join Time
1st Year of SW
Stories
100 Stories
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SW User
I Hate Myself More Than Anyone Could Ever Hate Me
Pretty disgusted with myself right now. My physical body, so many people call it pretty and beautiful. But I can’t allow myself to see it. But whats truly hideous about me is my mental state, I’m all over the place, one moment I’ll be the most calm ...
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22-25, F
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2 replies
9 views
1 day ago
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I Am Not Accepted For The Person I Am
Just today my biological dad insulted me for being gay and told me to stop “dressing like a boy.” I’m not suprised by it, i’ve been dealing with this most of my life, mostly just ignore it. But it hurts when I think back on it.
22-25, F
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12 replies
12 views
Jun 26, 2018
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I Have a Confession
Honestly thinking about becoming religious. Just so I can fix my life and actually have faith in something.
22-25, F
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5 replies
7 views
Jun 23, 2018
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I Starve Myself
Day 5 of a 700 to 900 calorie diet. Lost six pounds so far. Only negative effects is that I get tired a lot sooner in the day and sleep sooner. Which is fine because i’m often depressed at night.
22-25, F
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10 replies
6 views
Jun 22, 2018
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Could you kill someone?
I think I could easily. I might feel grossed out about it depending on how violent it is. But I wouldn’t feel guilty about it unless it was someone I loved.
22-25, F
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19 replies
29 views
Jun 18, 2018
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Life
If you could die at a younger age then your current age, what would it be?
I’m 22 and I feel like I could have died at 20. I would be comfortable with dying at 20. My life has been mostly boring only occasional intresting since I turned 20.
22-25, F
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13 replies
20 views
Jun 17, 2018
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Life
I Come From a Broken Family
It’s hard living in an enviorment where nobody supports you. Where everything you are is criticized. They hate that i’m gay. They hate that I have tattoos. They hate the way I look. They hate my goals. My dreams and aspirations. Everything. Day in an...
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22-25, F
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3 replies
8 views
Jun 17, 2018
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Self Harm
I discovered a good alternative to cutting. Instead of getting a very sharp knife, I found a dull kitchen knife. It’s still sharp but it’s not sharp enough to puncture the skin no matter how hard you press it (I tried) So scraping the edge of the kn...
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22-25, F
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4 replies
15 views
Jun 13, 2018
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Health
Tired of My Ex
Yeah i’m cutting her off. She called me up yesterday telling me that we should hangout today, that we were going to spend the night at a mutual friends house. Nope didn’t happen. It was just her saying shit. Making things up. Literally everything sh...
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22-25, F
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1 reply
11 views
Jun 11, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
How do you define a toxic relationship?
22-25, F
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10 replies
18 views
Jun 10, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
I Cut My Hair Short and Dyed My Hair Too
My natural hair color is actually blonde. When I was a little girl I had very long thick blonde hair. It wasn’t until I was 12 that I started cutting it shorter. By the time I was 15 I shaved most of my hair off. I didn’t like having to take care o...
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22-25, F
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1 reply
11 views
Jun 7, 2018
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Angry
I have a lot of anger in me right now. Not just now but also in these past few days. I’ve experienced lots of failure and disappointment. I’m not as strong as I thought. But neither is anyone else around me. I’m moving away soon, I can only hold onto...
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22-25, F
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6 replies
14 views
Jun 7, 2018
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Experiences
Saw a Psychic Today
My ex and I saw a psychic together earlier today. It was somewhat intresting. I don’t believe in psychics at all but I was curious to have a reading done. The guy was really rude honestly. But the actual reading he did was okay I guess. A few things...
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22-25, F
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6 replies
14 views
Jun 6, 2018
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Experiences
Broke af
I’m pretty annoyed that I can’t afford therapy anymore. I really liked this therapist but i’m losing money by going. Also i’m moving away soon and i’m going to need all the money I have if I want to establish myself in a new city. Still it’s sad tha...
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22-25, F
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11 replies
15 views
Jun 6, 2018
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Experiences
Confused
I hate my last ex. She lies, she’s manipulative and very cold hearted. Somehow, we still have amazing chemistry and it feels amazing to be around her. When we go out drinking we can laugh, flirt and talk for hours. I’m keeping her at arms length. Us...
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22-25, F
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7 replies
22 views
Jun 5, 2018
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Dating & Relationships
Need New SW Friends
Super sick yesterday, having car problems today. Going to be massively bored today. I need new friends on here anyway. Message me if you aren’t perverted and actually have an intresting personality.
22-25, F
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4 replies
10 views
Jun 3, 2018
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Experiences
I Will Answer Any Question You Dare Ask
AMA. Because i’m in the mood.
22-25, F
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8 replies
29 views
May 31, 2018
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I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings
I love fire. The way it cleanses things. How it hurts. It’s like a metaphor for how painful change can be. And from ashes something new can take it’s place.
22-25, F
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2 replies
5 views
May 29, 2018
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I Learned to Let Go
This morning. I got into an intense arguement with my biological mom. I have a lot of hatred in my heart for my biological parents. They didn’t raise me until I was in my mid teens. I hesistate to even call them mom and dad. Especially when two peopl...
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22-25, F
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2 replies
12 views
May 28, 2018
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Dead
So emotionally numb right now that I don’t even feel like a person.
22-25, F
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4 replies
6 views
Apr 26, 2018
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Personal, Thoughts & Feelings
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