Grief And LossIn order to heal we have to grieve. When I grieve I bounce all over the grief cycle. Its not linear its bouncing all over. Tonight , this song is just really hitting me hard and I am crying. "IF I could turn back the clock I would make sure the... See More »
Loneliness and SadnessSadness impervious Silent and lost without touch Void of emotions Faceless of shadows Elegant and crushing Sweet but tasteless These things Characterized by this Lost against time Love unlearned undaunted Untouched and inside dying Death of a... See More »
"I Love You"Take it away these words you say Cast upon the shadows of the night take it away the better half of me the things I ought to know ...but yet don't truth is upon the stars yet seldom do we know it as such haunted, lost, and forsaken within these... See More »
"The Clock"My clock it sits upon the wall Checking constantly Between the long hand and the short In-between the seconds that fall The minutes of each and every day passing of time that holds true Right there upon that clock Is something special I... See More »
"The Raven"The Raven In the silence This lucidity of calm Pressing back against the laughter The raven’s dream of our souls We know naught what we are Yet we remain to be seen Caught in the demons eyes The unpleasant demise of our sins These , here, are the r... See More »
I Am Very Unhappy With My LifeWas in a car accident this year back in May. I constantly think about it and wish I had died in the car accident. My life has lost meaning and has become meaningless
I Lost My Children to Parental AlienationAnyone have any experiences where karma came back on your alienator ? Do the kids ever figure this out and become brutally angry with their alienator?
I Am Plagued By Bitterness And ResentmentIts hard to get over this feeling. I struggle every day......
I Want My First Marriage To Be My Only MarriageMarriage is a bad bad deal for men. Men if you are reading this do not marry. Its a legal business agreement not romance and flowers. When it goes bad it goes really bad. The courts are gender biased and you will get screwed. Alimony is the... See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI have fought and tried every possible thing to get time with my children. My ex has fought me to the nail to keep them from me. I am so close to giving up and just walking away from all of it. Fathers don't win in court. I cannot get time with... See More »
I Don't Like Fathers DayFather's day should not exist. Father's are not important based off of the U.S. Govt. Father's should not be allowed to see their kids or have any influence in their children's lives because we are not important. We should only get every other... See More »
My ex is living off child support and I wonder if anyone has any stories when reality hit and the kids turned 18 and child support ended.
I Am A Victim Of Emotional Abuse And Verbal AbuseI realize I am still recovering from an abusive marriage. So many scars and my mind won’t stop playing them back
I Starting Over After DivorceI am struggling to make ends meet having to pay child support for my kids along with my own bills. How do people get through the child support years ?
I Am Sad and LonelyI struggle with being alone. I always have. I do some bad behaviors to cope with being alone and they are not good one's. I struggle with taking sleeping pills and wanting to sleep all of the time. When I am alone I spin lies and thoughts inside... See More »
I Am Getting a DivorceI am watching a close friend of mine go through her own divorce. I went through a similar experience last year. I watched the movie Wind River and this quote in it where his daughter dies is pretty right on for me...... I'd like to tell you it... See More »
I Want People to Share Their PoetryIn the sadness of despair Your eyes were wanting Humbled with the sadness The endless fear Shades of innocence Shadowless realms What is this?
Anyone ever have situation where your gf/bf/spouse refused to cover and pay their half of rent/mortgage utilities etc?
I am a divorced NCP of three kids. My ex gets a huge CS check each month of 3k.I am a divorced NCP of three kids. I am only allowed by the court to see them every other weekend. My ex gets a huge CS check each month of 3k. Yet, my daughter each month says things like "Dad its your turn to get me new shoes." That always... See More »
I Believe In the Power of PrayerI could really use some prayers. I am struggling because I miss my kids and the holidays have been dreadful. I slept most of Christmas and the day after struggling from depression. I want to get to a better place in my life and recover from my... See More »
I Am DivorcedToday was a really tough day for me. I never had a Xmas without my family And without my kids in my life. It was awful and I am sure I could have done things to have made it less painful But it wasn't easy. For the most part I have slept all day.... See More »
