Thank You for the AbandonmentThank you for the silence, The way you vanished behind the fog of your comfort, Leaving me in a place where truth finally echoed louder Than my desperate attempts to repaint your loyalty. You taught me how little I meant When I tried to be your... See More »
Army CrawlI write poetry in this life one step ahead of the rain not out of love for the words, but because it’s the only way to bear this unending pain. The rain never stops. Not really. It might hush for a moment, but I know better it always finds me... See More »
Forgiveness Is for MeForgiveness is for me— it's not a gift I give to you. It’s not a door swung open wide, not some warm and healing glue. It’s not an act to soothe your guilt, or ease the weight you chose to bear. You cared just enough to keep your peace, not because... See More »
A Poem "904"There was a door I never opened, and still, it swung panicked shut behind me. Nine steps to the end of nothing— a "no regrets" laden goodbye stitched carefully in silence, a chapter closed with a pitiful applause. Zero stood there, waiting. A void b... See More »
“What I Carry, I Give”I have walked through fire that wore no flame, Named it “home,” and answered to pain. My childhood, a storm without shelter, Love—barbed and bruising, And still, I stayed tethered. They say time heals, But it wasn’t time that saved me. It was the... See More »
Broken a poemWaiting for my broken heart to heal He doesn't know how he made me feel But I'm tired of broken records endless reel This shattered feeling has lost it's appeal Heavy heart abound Walking hunched over shoulders round My feet tread heavy upon this... See More »
I'm getting my beautiful farm and house in the woodsI'm going to meditate and find myself again. Sometimes I wonder if this is just me isolating myself though. I don't know anyone where I'm going. I wish there were more men who loved to dive into knowing God beyond religion, gnosis. Namaste.
What age did you realize your narcissistic parent/s were hypocrites, and when did you start rebelling because of that?
Toxic people surroundAll around and around they go Toxic people stealing the show Give them wisdom they already know Ask for help get a resounding no They steal they shame They hate they blame They manipulate your fame To them it's a game Throans are built Walls full... See More »
He wanted me...He wanted me when I was away Drifting along mountain tops and my bay He wanted me when I saw his pain It helped me clear cloudy days and rain He wanted me when I was content and happy He wasn't afraid of affection and being sappy New and never... See More »
Expression, connection... Fear...We're living in a time when it's normalized to become withdrawn and fearful. Fear is the emotion that creates the most motivation to act, did you know that? There's so much fear in the world now, the only thing that changed is each human being has... See More »
I gained FloridaI gained Florida but I lost you In came the sun but also the chilled morning dew I begged and pleaded I clawed at you You pushed me away coldly... your priorities so few I writhed and twisted begging my mind for answers None came between us just... See More »
What energy sector will take over when fossil fuels stop? Poll (11) See Poll OptionsNot what you want, but what makes sense for our power needs.
I Love the SunI study the suns impact on earths climate. Its amazing to learn about. There are cycles within cycles and they are currently causing earths climate to destabilize right now. Notice all the 1,000 year floods? Notice all the earthquakes and volcano... See More »
Did you know global warming is made up?I know the science behind it all but I am curious if others know about it.
I Love the SunI really do. .... I basically worship the sun. I study everything about it, its an obsession. I have learned a lot about the sun and its relationship with earth as well as the galaxy. Turns out the sun is the cause of this climate change and its... See More »
I Have a Dysfunctional FamilyThis is just a really long blog about the different stages of my life with my mother. Its nothing special. Thank you Mom..... 0, Thank you for telling dad that you refuse to have an abortion. I am grateful for the chance to live this... See More »
