Broken a poem

Waiting for my broken heart to heal
He doesn't know how he made me feel
But I'm tired of broken records endless reel
This shattered feeling has lost it's appeal

Heavy heart abound
Walking hunched over shoulders round
My feet tread heavy upon this ground
My soul screaming why is he not around!

How did he do this?
I didn't deserve it
What did I miss?
My stomach, this pit

I can't move or eat
Days since I used my feet
Nourishment my body needs meat
I guess I'll sit in my defeat