S33K3R

@SomeMichGuy I'm a person who wants to grow spiritually. I crave growth. The problem is for some reason you can't grow much if you're surrounded by people who don't manage their emotions or their code of honor well. Because the dysregulation from the conflict takes away from your focus on yourself. I've had many relationships like this... I'm realizing it's that conflict that's the issue. I'm on a path of wanting enlightenment and most people, men included... they just want to chase pleasure. They find joy in simple things i find boring and shallow... if it doesn't move my soul it's boring... i can't help but start to want more and it's just a waste of time being in anyone's presence so isn't into that growth because i don't want someone to invest in me only for me to grow bored because their lifestyle makes me feel trapped and... honestly I'm a lot lol i like to contemplate some weird existence like thoughts. I love the idea of discovering, i never lost that childlike curiosity.

@S33K3R Ok, I get you.

And the last two sentences really made me take notice.

Real curiosity is not often found. Frequently lost / forgotten...but not often found / retained.

Good for thee.