Hurt By Her Response and Blame (Not Gaslighting)It’s so much fun feeling gaslit in a panic when someone hurts you. My *it’s complicated* friend has a long trip from her job which she says she’ll let me know when she gets to her destination. She doesn’t. Five hours after she was supposed to be ther... See More »
I Have Been ' Blocked 'Well, for the first time ever I've been blocked. I thought she and I were having a silly argument on a post. Evidently she thought it was more than silly... Oh well... Sucks though.
I Am DefectivePlease in advance, don't tell me to get help. I have before without success. I feel exhausted with living. I try to offer myself and my gifts to people, but nobody wants them. Not even my friends. They'd rather come around when I have a life... See More »
I Am An IntrovertYeah, definitely draw energy from my alone time. Being around 124 of my classmates everyday can tire me though they are mostly good people.
I Absolutely Love DogsI really do love dogs. Mainly what inspired me to go into vet med. Them and James Herriot among other things. (1)
I Have Something to SayI will die alone. When I am vulnerable, I do no trust the person will like me on the other side or think my feelings are worth the weight I've attached to them. If they do like me, usually it's when I'm connected to another person or group whether... See More »
I Am DepressedI am so down, I am losing the ability find the words to describe it. I am just tired. I don't want to do anything, but that's not conducive to life let alone veterinary school. Starting to realize that I will probably die alone. I mean who doesn't?... See More »
I Love My Ep FriendsI wonder where some of my EP friends went to. I was thinking about them, but since they weren't saved under my loaded file to SW, I have no idea what happened to them. Particularly thinking of bella61219. We had some good convos.
I Am Getting a DivorceMy spouse and I are amicably parting. It's hard because neither of us expected us to get here. We make good friends, but we are not good marital partners. Someday, we hope we can be each other's "best person" at the other's wedding. We love each... See More »
I Am Interested In Dogs And Dog TrainingI love dogs. I am a veterinary student, hopefully leading to a career in shelter medicine. I love behavior as a study as well. It is just fascinating.
I Have TattoosWell, I have a tattoo that I got this last January. I actually loved the experience, and I look forward to getting another one (when I afford another one...).
Have you lauged so hard you couldn't breathe?I have, and it is funny and kind of dangerous as I am an asthmatic. Totally worth it. Last night was the latest episode as I watched a preview for Sausage Party.
I Hate ConflictIt is more than I am afraid of it. I actually have been less so lately. But, I feel the need to be a peacemaker. I choose listen a lot more now before I choose to speak. I used to speak more, and my voice was small, but antagonizing. Right now, I am... See More »
I Adore The Feeling Of The Sun Warming My SkinThis is why I sometimes go into nature as I do...or just into my backyard to study or read. With sunscreen of course.
I Want to Lose WeightActually, I want to lose the little bit of belly that comes from being near your goal weight, but which also stubbornly won't go away.
I Believe In GodI do. I call myself a skeptical believer though. I can never fully have faith. But, I believe that I would not be any better as an atheist as I would doubt whether or not I could truly know. And I would rather believe one way or another than leave... See More »
I've Been Very Drunk BeforeA few more times than I'd care to admit. I don't mind being drunk. It's fun. But, being very drunk is miserable, particularly the next day, and in my experience when you're beyond the age of 30 you don't recover as soon.
I Love Good BeerI am a bit of a snob if I buy it myself. I love local brews particularly, but two of my top 5 are imports.
I Love Dogs Of All KindsI particularly like German shepherds. My first family pet was a white/silver and black one. I hope to have one someday again. But, I love my three at home. They're all mixed and a joy to have...most of the time.
I Hate ConflictI really do. I struggle to for words and do not stand up for myself well except on occasion and I feel safe doing so with my wife.