struggling really hard with anxiety and depression today..borderline panic.

@Pinkstarburst thank you..i just kinda whimpered and cried for a minute then tried to focus on something else. im just so effing overwhelmed.

@Soossie thank you love..im going the white knuckle will power route right now!!

@foldedunfolding

That’s really good … good luck and I pray that you’ll get better soon .. 🌹

@Soossie thank you so much. prayer is powerful ♡♡

@nonsensiclesnail yeah my siblings have taken away my beloved nieces and nephews to force me into a relationship with my abusive mother..they matter most to me in this gawd-forsaken plane

@foldedunfolding That is a twist I was not expecting! Im sorry but they sound as though they may be taking the trauma of her abuse the wrong direction. That just breaks my heart for you.

@nonsensiclesnail thanks dude..yeah it is the specter of death always holding its sickle an inch from my neck...backdrop of everything i do daily. so it makes doing the most MUNDANE things EXTRAORDINARILY hard. SW is my crutch and buoy

@SW-User one of those days where IT'S too much and I'M too much and i don't want tk be alive anymore..fuck. thank you for the love.

@foldedunfolding I get it and it's okay, you've been through a lot.

Those feelings always pass right?

@SW-User i think the biggest thing is to not allow myself to get there in the first place maybe? i need to nib this catastrophizing bit in the bud. deep breathing and such dont work when im freaking out and in fight or flight mode. i just close downnnn

@foldedunfolding Maybe some anxiety medication will help. I used to have bad social anxiety. It was terrible but luckily it calmed down after age 30.

@SW-User aw that is amazing..did u use meds? i hear they make you really lethargic almost?

@foldedunfolding not mention that. Yes! i read your post about your stuff today.

Glad to see you'll be even more lovely from now: the less stressful your like is, the more adorable you can be!

@SW-User awwwwwwwww c'mere you

@foldedunfolding ❤️❤️❤️

@beermeplease you were right! i wish i knew how to keep these things to myself sometimes..but it is so bad when it hits

@foldedunfolding just keep telling yourself you're a good person...love yourself and always remember who your friends are ....cheers from your pal 🤗

@beermeplease cheers to great friends and strong vino *pinky finger out

@Zaphod42 thank you hun..nothing even really happened but i have someone who wants to rent a room and come look at it, and my house is a wreck..im just trying to break it down into steps

@foldedunfolding I know that one too…it feels like every step requires another thing to be done before it, and you feel overwhelmed with where and how to even begin. Or at least that’s how I feel with large projects like cleaning the house, lol

@Zaphod42 YES. YOU NAILED IT BRO.

@LadyJ thank you, i will sincerely try to remember that. i catastrophize far too regularly!

@foldedunfolding I think its just part of who we are.. some worry and stress more than others..its just about learning how to calm it down as hard as that can be at times..hope you feel better soon 🤗

@LadyJ thank you..may i liquefy you into an aromatherapy balm for my temples? could use that calming essence haha

@WolfGirlwh0r3 thank you so much..i just have my moments, but gawd are they sinister

@foldedunfolding You rock this cash bar!!!

@Degbeme you help more than you know..this day is so fucked tho

@MyMonstersAreReal OurMonstersAreReal..and girl if someone gets it, it's me. thank you for the empathy, fellow traveler

@Starcrossed thank you..i talk abt it publicly too damn much ugh. i wish i could contain those feelings but they like, CLAW their way out

@Harmonium1923 aw thank you ♡♡♡

@GeistInTheMachine thank you ♡♡

@BOREDAFPA thank you ♡♡

@assemblingaknob i was actually going to go on a walk when it all hit

@foldedunfolding just walk faster 🙈 it's what I do

@Ducky thank you ducky friend. i am freaking out. im going to get offline for awhile..tryingnto face these chores

@foldedunfolding Do whatever you need to do. We’ll be here for you. 💖

@mindless im really sorry you are :(

@SW-User thank you..im ok..took a few hours to pass tho

@foldedunfolding I’m glad you’re ok 🤗

@iamonfire696 thank you hun..i devoted a few hours to house work, and then i rested and pretended it was a new day when i woke up. i feel a little better after reading and going to a cozy chinese restaurant i have been eating at more than 25 years

@foldedunfolding I am glad you did something for yourself 🩷