struggling really hard with anxiety and depression today..borderline panic.

@nonsensiclesnail i was literally whimpering and talking my way through dishes..i dont know what's going on with me..well, i do..i know my reasons. but like..DISHES? I just got soo overwhelmed with everything i have to do and losing my family and and and

@foldedunfolding Losing your family???
I understand the dishes thing. I swear im going to throw all of mine away...while I wash them.

@nonsensiclesnail yeah my siblings have taken away my beloved nieces and nephews to force me into a relationship with my abusive mother..they matter most to me in this gawd-forsaken plane

@foldedunfolding That is a twist I was not expecting! Im sorry but they sound as though they may be taking the trauma of her abuse the wrong direction. That just breaks my heart for you.

@nonsensiclesnail thanks dude..yeah it is the specter of death always holding its sickle an inch from my neck...backdrop of everything i do daily. so it makes doing the most MUNDANE things EXTRAORDINARILY hard. SW is my crutch and buoy