My date with Adelina went well, if a bit bittersweetWe had dinner together, we went for a walk and we talked… I was honest and said I would love to have her back in my life, that I’d love for her to have an active role in Lucas’ life, maybe even raise him with me and Desmond. She said it herself: she... See More »
Almost time for that dinner date with AdelinaIt’s been so long since her and I went out together. But we’re going to have a good talk about our future together and if she can have a more prominent place back in mine and my son’s life. We’ll see what comes of it.
She agreed to have dinner with me tonight ☺And yes, Desmond is perfectly okay with it. Hell, he was actively encouraging me to do it. Anyway, her and I are going to dine together and all, but we’re also going to have a good talk about us. I’d love to have a future with her in it, and in my... See More »
How can my heart be so big?To be in love with two people I know personally and another I’ve only interacted with online? I know what being in love feels like and I know I’m in love with these individuals, even if it hurts. But each hold a special place in my heart. 💖
“The more you take, the less you have”I didn’t understand this quote for a long time, but I get it now. It’s essentially about unrelenting greed and the concept that all you accumulate will never be enough because you are always going to want more. Kleptomania, pretty much. Even if one... See More »
I feel you, but you’re not around ❤Your shadow still follows me Your silence is all hear I let you go, but not the memories I close my eyes and you’re still here Maybe we’re done Maybe we’re through But something inside Still leads me to you You’re still here Inside my heart... See More »
The first two users here I first told I was pregnant to are my de facto godmothersThey know who they are 😌
Adelina came back from California todayI gave Uly’s ashes back to her and she got to see Lucas again. She was so happy to see him. All holding him close and telling him how much she missed him. 🥹 I told her she’s welcome to come stay with us again if she wants. She said she would see.... See More »
That TENS unit on my stomach 😖It worked alright on my back, but on my stomach… OOF! I swear the electric currents were jolting right into my belly button ring. It felt so weird! 😣
Trying a TENS unit for the first time todayOn my lower back and on my stomach. I can see it working on my back. Not so much my stomach. But we’ll see. 😐
One last day together before he has to go back 😞The long weekends always go by so fast. But we’ll make the most of it today. 🫂
Just randomly thinking about youEven now that I’m with someone else I love who I have a baby with, I haven’t forgotten about you. I don’t think I ever will. I mean, how could I? I know you will never see this, but I just hope you’re out there living your best life. Maybe with a... See More » (1)
One of my parents’ friends said my sister sounds like DioFinally, I am vindicated by thinking my sister can sound exactly like Ronnie James Dio when she’s singing! 🤩 We’re at her pad with our parents and a few of their friends. While my sister was singing one of her original songs for them, one of our... See More »
I miss AlaskaI got scared while I was there and damn near froze to death, lol. But looking back on it, it was a wonderful experience. I even got to see the aurora borealis twice. One of the two times while I was on a ship over the sea, and I saw it reflecting off... See More »
Baby’s in a beatdown mood today, I guess 😑He keeps hitting me! Lucas, you just calm your little ass down. 😒 I may have to get him mitts.
Why can’t we just stay like this forever? 🥺My man and I are just cuddling in bed with our son between us, who’s been super calm all morning so far. This is paradise.
Cuddling my man while he sleeps will never get old 🤗I don’t get to cuddle Desmond while he’s sleeping as much these days what with taking care of Lucas and all. Which is fine, of course, but I do love it whenever I’m able to. Always such a heavy sleeper, always oblivious to my hugging and kissing... See More »
“Bubble” by Built to FadeI wanna lay here with you Hear tales from your childhood I wanna play here with you I wanna lay here with you and see how your hair grows I wanna stay here with you Come lay down Close your eyes and ears No one else in here In our bubble Pause... See More » (1)
