I Feel LostI wish I could ask you all the questions I need to know. About me, about you and about us. But I dont know how. How can I ask something that cuts so deep and not lose you?
I Like a Good Quote"You know you really love someone when you can't hate them for breaking your heart."
I Am In Love With Someone That Battles Depression, and AnxietySomeone who means the world to me is struggling with both depression and anxiety. And due to past reasons, compliments tend to trigger the anxiety. I wish I could just outright tell her how beautiful she is, instead of trying to sneak by cheeky... See More »
I Feel Worthless and Unloved All the TimeThe older I get, the more apparant this gets. I dont deserve to be loved. I only seem to cause others pain. This feeling of loneliness is all I have ever known. And deep down inside, I know my nightmares to be true. I will die all alone and... See More »
I Fight Depression and Loneliness EverydayI don't think I know anymore, how to explain, just how dark it gets inside my head. And when my own devil comes and says "mine", I can't stop it. It takes everything. No one understands that. I've already lost, I'm just picking up the pieces.
I Have Random ThoughtsOnce upon a time, in a small village in England, the people decided to rebel and kidnap the queen of the region and imprison her along with her baby in a tower not far from them. In order to make the queen's eventual liberation, they decided to place... See More »
I Am Struggling With The Urge Of Wanting To Hurt MyselfI want it so badly. The razor is ready, and my hands are shaking... but stupid big-mouthed me had to promise to someone more important to me than anything that I would never cut. I'll try to sleep instead. Maybe tomorrow I wont feel so broken. I'm... See More »
I Don't Forgive and Forget EasilyI will never understand how someone can so readily forgive someone that hurts them so much, so often.
I Don't Think a College Degree Always Indicates Intelligence Going to college, yes or no, who has it easier, and the truth about student life - a briliant video by Rebecca Brown (1)
I Am In Love With Someone I Can't HaveOne day, sooner or later, we all must come to accept that the person who is our everything cannot love us back. So here is my advice to all of you. Take one last look at the future never to be. All the dreams you had, all the memories of love you... See More »
I Have a Broken HeartThat feeling that you get inside your stomach, when your heart is broken? It's like all the butterflies just died.
I Loved Someone That Didn't Love MeAfter all these months, nothing has changed. I still can't stop loving her. I still can't move on. How can I possibly move on, when every single thought leads me back to her.
I Like a Good Quote"If someone loves you, they will keep finding reasons to fight. If they don't they'll leave after the first excuse."
I Have Weird DreamsI remember meeting my other self, and this other me was full of anger and resentment - far worse then I have ever been. But no matter what hatered he spewed, I remained unaffected and coldly told him how I didnt fear him, as there was a different... See More »
I Am BrokenSometimes I wonder, as I lie in the dark - am I getting better, or is there just less of me left that can feel the pain?
I Have NightmaresWell... nightmares by my standards. Monsters, man or otherwise never could haunt my dreams properly. My nightmares are of a different kind, and so often, they share one common theme. An empty frozen beach, far up north. Alone. The wind cuts into me,... See More »
I At Least Want To Make One Of My Dreams RealitySome people dream of homes and travels, of money and careers. I just dream of a girl who would take me by the hand and not let go. Funny, I sometimes feel it wouldcbe easier to dream what other people dream. Those dreams at least feel possible.
I Have A New Years Resolution2016 New Year Resolutions (save for the first, not listed in any order): 1.Greet the New Year in the company of the person you love the most. (I’m happy to say that this did happen! ^-^) 2.Get back into writing again. Some five years ago, I got... See More »
I Feel Like Giving UpI feel like my life has lost what little ditection it had. Just half a year ago, the picture used to be so clear. I knew exactly what I want and where I was going. I feel like giving up, and every single day a cold gavelike voice keeps asking - why... See More »
I Have Random ThoughtsThe word "respect" can have several meanings. It can reffer to respecting someone as a person, or respecting someone as an authority. And sometimes, the people used to being considered as figures of authority will say things like - "If you don't... See More »
I Hate Being Lied toIt's a difficult thing to forgive. I may have gotten better at forgiving, but I still find it to be a struggle to give liars a second chance.
I Loved Someone That Didn't Love MeIt's okay. I dont love myself either. Who in their right mind ever could? I'm nothing and no one. No one will cry when I am gone.
