I Love FlirtingI over thinking about how one day when I have found my long term partner how the two of us might go out looking for another lady to join us. I don't think couples often do that even when they are open to involving another person for a while. I like... See More »
I Write PoetryThe first poem I have ever written. It is very cheesy but I was focusing mainly on the Petrarchan sonnet structure using iambic pentameter. Here it is all the same Burning desire changed my world at once That look from you was all it took to keep... See More »
I Battle DepressionHaving a bad weekend. Can feel my depression returning. This weekend has been terrible. Nothing at all has happened, nothing. Just a quiet weekend with family.
I Am An IntrovertSpending time with my family actually brings back my depression. After just a couple days my mood has fallen rapidly. I find it impossible to relax around them and I feel like I can barely think. It’s so stressful for seemingly no reason.
I Fight Depression and Loneliness EverydayI find maintaining a healthy emotional state very difficult when around my family for any extended period of time. I am very introverted and alothough I am much better and preventing severe low mood I still find my mood dropping down and staying... See More »
I Love Music, Music Is My Inspiration and My UpliftmentYaku is founded 1996 by Yavor Roussinoff, Konstantin Stoyanov and Kurt Hauenstein. The relationship and co work was absolutely oriented with own world music and this artistically fusion was concentrated on unknown and unused music elements on the... See More » (1)
I Took The Jung Typology TestINTP again. I sometimes swing back to INTJ if I feel I am being more organized but because on the whole I don't like plans and schedules and deadlines I usually come out as INTP Introvert(19%) iNtuitive(38%) Thinking(47%) Perceiving(16%) You have... See More »
I Need to Exercise MoreWent for a run this morning for the first time in maybe 4 years! I ran maybe 300 metres! GET SOME!
I Am Child-free By ChoiceI sometimes worry that because I don't plan to have children it will hinder my chances of ever finding a partner and getting married. It is absolutely normal for people to want children and I fear I may never find someone because I feel differently.
I Want A RealtionshipRandom thoughts about three main axioms of an effective relationship. Trust - This has to be the implicit and explicit bedrock of the relationship. The relationship must be a union of too individuals committed to each other's needs. It has to be... See More »
I Want A Realtionshipbut I have always sabotaged my own relationships in the past just like I have always sabotaged my own life. I am doing a lot to improve myself and have no desire to leap straight back into another relationship but my fear is that I will never have... See More »
I Want My First Marriage To Be My Only MarriageI don't want to marry the wrong person. I can't imagine much worse.
I Need to RantFirst day and already had my first block. No I don't want to talk dirty about your mother "bro". I told you and you didn't go away. So welcome to the block zone.
I Love Choral MusicOld group but check this out https://youtu.be/LPvxjc3fzV4?list=PLzZWngxYL3weqJFUctKrzF0OH5_Ur4P9g
I Am On My Own Spiritual PathI do not know myself about myself I know so little I can act through the eyes of another put myself in their space Acting through another's body I can live myself through them An avatar for parts of me that I cannot express In another's skin I show... See More »
I Love MeditationSuffered with depression for years and still not fully over it. Medication never worked for me but meditation helped me contain my low moods better than anything. It made me calmer and better able to face difficult tasks.
I Often Feel Like Depression Has Me Not That I Have DepressionAfter having had depression for years I am finally starting to recover. I have learned that it is very difficult to tell where it ends and I begin and some theorize that personality and mental illness are the same thing. This does makes sense as... See More »
